office designer's life

what is office designer's life?
anyone know the answer...
i think many of friends know
cause some of them is already do on it and some next week will
start their designer's life soon...

for me...
early morning in the office
first thing take out the laptop
on the laptop...
what will you think the first thing i will do?
haha...
i will sign in facebook...:p
on restaurant city let it continue working....
on pet soceity play a while...
then only start my work
cause currently i was doing autocad layout for empress hotel
is a boring and neat work for me
cause the layout out was mess up by the senior who already quite
so i have to take out her work...
and need to make all the layout live again...
so i need sometime...
everyday 9am start work until 6pm+
my life is no colorful already....
so i hope this friday holidays...
i can get back my color of life....
please who can suggest some place let me go relax for juz 1 or 2 days holidays....
help me...!!!!

more blur and blur~~

nowdays i was damn fucking blur!!
like yesterday morning actually i shud follow the left way to working...
but i go to the right way to go college in the early morning...
omg!!!!!
wat i'm doing???
i drove half way only realize i drove wrong way to work already...
luckily half way...haha!!!
if not until reach college sure laugh by others...
although is half way but still laugh by mr. lau...
ish~~!!!!
mayb early morning i still havent wake up my mind
then juz drove the way i always drove
kaka...excuses alot...:p
then at nite i also blur i hold my handphone walk here and there in the house
after that when want to go sleep
i dont know where i put my phone already
then find like shit only get it...
and the stupid things is...
i never try to call my phone and let it ring...
so easier i can find it right????
omg!!!!so stupid wei...
i dont know what i'm doing this days...
everythings i hold on hand then at last i simply put...
i cant find them back...
argh!!!!
going make myself crazy....
coz of something crazy stupid things happen in the office...
make me feel scare and worry of my life...
haha^^


yeah~~this friday is holiday...
labour day lol
i can meet mr lau too...
yeah....happi day!!!!
left 2 day so that i can meet him soon...
miss you...

又梦见力宏。。。

我已经是第二次梦见力宏了
自从自到他又演唱会在k.l.
我就很想去
可是刘建河先生说
今年没机会去了
令我好难过哦。。。
可是我就在两个星期连续梦见力宏
第一次是我去他的演唱会咧
超开心的！！！
他还请我上台咧。。。
可是起来后
就是落到现在
可是昨晚
我又梦见他
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。
开心到。。。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈啊。。。
起身都还会笑
昨晚我梦见他跟我说话咧
他知道我不能去
哈哈哈哈。。。
好像在安慰自己
可是么梦得很真
真的超想去力宏演唱会啊！！！
谁可以陪我去？？
顺便请我去也不错
哈哈哈哈。。。
还在发梦。。。
失落的。。。。。。。。
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1st day step in the interior designer path

today wake up early morning 7.15am
early the go study
and long time never wake up take early
after wash face and bath
sit on the chair read newspaper refresh my brain
but after read also cant wake up my brain
omg~
haha!!!!
then 8.20am
drive the company jalan ipoh
when reach thr i tot can park at the season parking
coz yesterdat i tell that indian uncle already
said that 2day i will start park there
but that uncle said start at may not now
hiaz....
so i force to park at outside with pay coins parking
but very weird
jalan ipoh parking machine very weird
hard 2 press the no. of car
and max 3 hours to reload
so every 3 hours i nid 2 walk up and pay again and again
so hot~~~~
i feel very tired and lazy to walk up and down
hate it!!!!!
today draw cad dwg until headache
coz nid 2 take over the senior work
coz she already quite so i nid 2 follow up her work
and i dunno wat she draw
so messy...
all the layout her and there
hiaz...
until now i still headcahe...
@.@
tomorrow is friday...
is not good friday
coz saturday also my working day
so saturday also wont be good saturday
coz i just have sunday to rest...
hiaz....
working life so pity for me...

after interview at old company

just come back from interview
tomorrow start work
fast leh!!!!
i never think of so fast start work lo...
i tot may only is my working period start
feel a bit sad
not coz of working
is coz of winnux lau going to cheras work d
so will left me here
so lonely
and now also seldom we can meet
but after one more month
we more cant meet already
he will stay at cheras soon
and i will busy my working
just can said
"our sad month is coming soon...and our relationship will go into a hard exam...see we can stay how long...and for our is a hard thing to make it..."
i keep on give myself excuses
hardworking on work
let us do concerntrate on work 1st
end of the year we can go travel together
what a weird excuse i give to myself
by i really feel very very sad
and miss him a lot
i dont know how long we can be together
but i hope is happiness in our life
and happy to be together
T.Tvery very sad....

烦躁

今天的心情很烦躁
不知怎么搞得
心情就很不好
也拿了他来发脾气
对不起。。。
不知道为什么
就很多东西烦着我
我也搞不清楚地
嗨。。。
对不起你。。。
时常拿你来发脾气

T.T 私は再びから傷つける

私は再びから傷つける
本当に理解していない
そんなに時間を一緒に
この質問に、私が頻繁に出入りする
私と一緒
本当にそれを取得して迷惑な
この問題
のように私は聞いていない
しかし、毎回つまり、私は退屈している
私は聞く
を"あなた迷惑な"と言うと
あるいは私は話す
を"あなた迷惑な"と言う。
本当に理解していない
ここで私はあなたにうんざりです
本当によく分からないような言葉
迷惑している場合
私の心を傷つけ
無意識させ
の又哭

こちらも思い出させる
私は滞在することにしました
そうですね?
または私は行く必要があります
私滞在へ
持っている30%-40%
するために
そこではないものの、多くの
少なくともあなたのため

私はいつも思う
1カ月後以降をさらに野良仕事に行かなければならない
以下を満たすために
それを終了します?
満たすために私達はほとんどない
つまり、私は疲れていると思います
が可能
私も、あなたはチャンスのスタンドもできなかった
当時我々にもなるかもしれない

私はとても悲しいです
私がよく言うあなたの宝はありません
これは私が常に感じている
求めているのは泣いて

残念に思う
私はこれらの言葉以上のことを語る
T.T

miss everyone and everythings

suddenly today i am every miss all the things
miss my course's friends, our college's life, lecturers, our crazy time, winnux lau and etc.
a lot of thinngs i miss
am i to free...
then make me think of many things
but actually today i quiet busy
coz afternoon i fetch my mum and her friends out
and at night i also fetch my mum and friends out
i am driver the whole day long
but when i do everythings i still think of all the things i miss
i am very very miss you all...
nothing can discribe how i miss

to winnux lau,
today i really miss of you
dunno what happen on me
miss you ah~

Water gun War....

did you all still remember when we small kids that time we have a small gadget call " water gun "?

this also remind us april is a water gun war at thailand too...

BUT...today evening i have a crazy water gun war beside my house...

my sis, the little boy in my house and me

we have a crazy time on that water gun war...

haha!!!!

because this few days i'm very boring so the wheather also so hot

and i decide have this game

yeah~

is fun...and beside and in front of my house is wet...

haha...

the pity one is all my dogs...kaka!!!

we chase all of my dogs to shoot....!!!!

yea...and me and the little boy are in one group

my sis group alone...so pity

and we chase her to shoot

at last my sis is crazy go inside my house and prepare water balloons

this is water balloons....

my sis prepare almost 10 water balloons and throw on us...

but 2 bad...our water guns is super...haha

we can shoot very very far...so she is lose

loser...:p

hehe!!!!

today i have a nice and fun water gun war...

cool~

无聊

好闷啊！！！

有什么东西做啊？？？
我真得很闷啊。。。
快发霉了
蜘蛛网都满身了
快中毒了
救救我啊！！！
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没也做的一日

今日觉得有滴发某
没也做
不过今日早上有去见工
但是我唔锺意个间公司喔
以家唯有等啦
等conformation同等我旧公司打电话卑我
等啊等。。。
好闷啊。。。
闷到成日好累
某所是事
有mat搞作
听日星期六咯
都系闷啦
点该咧
点该人地的生活gum爽geh
我好像太过平凡
没咩特别geh
好没精彩哦
想要点特别geh搞作
等人卑我surprise
haha...
好鬼死闷啊
点该没人叫我出去geh ....
嗨。。。。。。。。。。。

i am backkk...!!!

here i am...
just come back from penang...
yeah~~
a nice and happy trip...

(7 april - 9 april)
+tuesday_7 april+
1.30p.m - check - in [red rock hotel penang]
2.00p.m - go eat the best cendol in penang
is hard to find cause we first days
still dunno the ways yet. this stall
is nearby perangin shopping centre.
3pm+ - victoria clock tower and fort cornwallis
is a history and war place.
4pm+ - pinang peranakan mansion
what a nice place. but too bad when we
found this place is too late cause they just
open until 5.30pm. so we have a nice visit
in this place. and learn a lot of history and
stuff about baba and nyonya.
6pm+ - go back hotel have a rest and take a aroma
bath.
8pm+ - go out finding our dinner.
9pm+ - walk at gurney plaza still finding food.
because outside raining.
10pm+ - finally we have our dinner at gurney drive
[laksa, kar kuey tiow, ice kacang, rojak,
air tebu, loh hon goh] wah....yummy...
11pm+ - drive around the penang for find a nice pub
but is failed. that time we know that penang
youngster is so boring at night they dun have
entertainment at all. cause seldom have
youngster come out at night.
12pm+ - drive to batu ferinngi
the journey is so far away from city.
1pm+ - back to hotel rest and sleep.

+wednesday_8 april+
8am - wake up
9am+ - have our breakfast at penang famous dim sum
they are self service in this place there is totaly
different from k.l.
10am+ - go penang hill have a morning walk
12pm+ - kek lok si temple
2pm+ - come down find lunch
3pm+ - at perangin shopping complex
a shopping complex similar like sg. wang and
time square. walk until so tired.
we decide to buy mcd eat at hotel cause the wheather
outside is so hot.
4pm+ - rest in hotel and have our lunch and take a comfortable
shower.
5pm+ - we go toys musuem penang
the world's largest toys musuem
6pm+ - we go batu feringgi sea side
have a nice sunset beach walk
and have a sea side chat beside a
nice lounge with some nice music
and watching the sunset.
9pm - we drive to gurney drive and shopping at gurney plaza
after that we have our dinner near our hotel
we ate buffet seafood steamboat barbecue
11pm - back to hotel have a rest and chat
1pm+ - sleep

+thursday_9 april+
today we slept very late because is the last day
10pm -wake up and have our breakfast
actually we planing to go eat dim sum
but outside is heavy rain so we just have our
light breakfast with maggi noodles
12pm - check out
12pm+ - buy the famous biscuit [ ghee hiang ]
1pm - back to k.l.
4pm - we take a nice short trip at sungkai FELDA residence
there is a hot spring resort
we boil eggs at the hot spring and have so walk there
because of the raining wheather we cant swim there
so go back k.l. lol...hiaz...
6pm+ - i reach my house.

the journey is end....
the photo will upload soon...
in this few days we are so happy and enjoy...
happen so many things in this few days and i wont forget...
(many small little funny things i never mantion here)
i will keep it in my mind forever...
thanks you all...

a kind of oddly feel

LOVE STORY again...

two human create a lovely sweet relationship

but they also create many small truobles out for theirself

cause they care each others only they create trouble

there is love

no one can go in their world

no one can be their 3nd person

the sweet moment is a short term

just see how they heat it long

how to heat it long?

just create some new small little fun for both of you

like have a small trip

or have a short walk just holding hand tight

or when the silent night

go a quiet and no one place like a big open field

both of you just lay down have a lovely hugs

just no sound no talk just lay and feel

watch to the sky ust give both a silent night

then will have loads of nice feels

sometimes couple is not to talk much

just to know much

this is a deep knowledge

cause how to talk less know more

just we need a long time to know it

cause difference people difference attitude

for me i use to know him 2 years...

cause the first year i never do much on it

still very childish

and the second years is the years i very care of people feels

third year is the year i really keep in my memory years

cause we always argue and it happen a small little argue break for us

the fourth year is now...

we know to appreciate

cause our relationship is already mature

but someone said the longest relationship will easily break

but for me now i havnet feel it...

although many examples happen in front of me

cause may be we slow-type hot person

and we have a same direction

or many things havent happen to us

who knows the future is it?

love is a very surprising feel when u get it...

the feel and touch is so important in a realtionship

remember tell you lovely "i love you"

it is not always on the mouth

just when sometimes you said out

the feel and love is difference

a sweet love for me is a surprising when both of you create out

not just one side is both

the touch is deep

how much i miss you is not important

the important is every second we stay both of us is stay in each of our heart

how much i love you is not important

the important is we care each others not just a small things

we will remember all the things happen on us not even a second

I MISS YOU

the night...

tonight was so silent and quiet...
nothing to do just at home...
seen like everyone like have things to do
and less people on msn
my family almost all when out
and also my mr. lau also went out yam cha
(he ask me can he go yam cha...what should i answer? go lo....if not??hehe~)
the feel like so dry...
so boring here...
playing games alone...
actually now just me and my sister at home
me and her are no topic at all and also can said seldom talk
cause her very easy angry and we less to talk
also because of me like to joke around
and she don't like to joke with people and very irritable
and now she at outside watching tv...
she always like to have a individual life
not like me easy feel boring like to play around
we have a really difference personality although is sister
i am so boring now...
don't know what to do...
so write a boring blog to...haha^^
when the night is silent will make me think a lot...
think a lot of things and troublesm for myself
feel like i'm crazy!!!
am i??? [oppsss...i talking with myself]
blek >.<
hiaz...continue playing games...

我在想什么？

我到底在想什么呢？
怎么搞的。。。
在吃醋。。。发脾气？？？
我自己都不懂？？？
我并没有生气。。。
也不觉得有什么
只是觉得很不开心
好像有件事说不出口
怎么搞的
很不开心哦
可是那种不开心
是说不出口的
好难过

is the time to find job???

this few days
i was very trouble
because i saw many of my coursemates alraedy find job or already interview or finding job already...
but...
for me i havent start any action on my career...
i don't where should i start...
i don't know what career should i go in...
i like lost myself in the interior design career...
am i not comfidence to myself
or i lazy?
or what happen on me???
where is my energy???
this is not my style
i always work fast
where am i now???
i really hope after i come back from penang i can start to find work
and work hard for my life
is no more college life for me...
but i have the other heart...
it is i want to go Melbourne...
study my degree...
but i don't know how????
money problem and many small tiny problems is come with me
when i start to think this things...
but i really hope to get my degree
and in the future i really hope to have my own company with art teaching class and art shop and if can i have my own cafe too (name: cincai) haha!!!...[what a big dream]
this is my dream...
but i don't know can i make it come true to this world...
i hope my dream is not a dream
it will come true to me...
i must add oil and fight for my dream...