start from today.........
i hate myself
this feel is kind of weird feel....
make myself so mess.......................
whole day dizzy and blur....

1days outing today...
kind of happy...
singk...
shop around...
watch movie...
eat....
long time i dont have this life already...
feel reli happy today...
really long time no sing k d....
today finally sing k ...
alto just both of us...
but really happy...
thanks....

why today is sunday??!!

why every people having sunday today??
why today is sunday??
why is my sunday??
can anyone tell me??
what is sunday meaning for everyone??
i lost my snday since few months ago...
did anyone tell me...why is that??
sound crazy....
I AM CRAZY...
my sunday such a suckssss....
and boring...
sitting in the office...
facing the lappy...
when customers come in...
go and talk to them....
sound so fucking boring....
just feel like....
have a comfort sleep in the sunday morning....
after wake up have a lovely coffee...
read newspaper...
eat some toast...
play with my doggie...
run around in the park...
where is the time...??!!!!!
who can tell me??
I am so sad right now...
cause i lost it............................................
i lost the feel...
i lost that lovely moment...
why last time i didn't enjoy it when i had??
always like that...this is human...
human always wont appreciate what they having now...
so we must always remind ourself...
appreciate what you having now...
don't wait until all gone...
you only wanna chase it back....
no point already..........
sound like i have some little point poiting someone...
kaka^^
shhhhhh................:P

34th Bon Odori 2010

34th Bon Odori 2010

Did anyone saw doraemon??

I just 1st time been thr...

for me not much things....

that day was me and jayson went thr...

we just ate some teriyaki + asahi...

sit around and looks around...

and saw some weird weird ppl...

can't understand...why they need to do that??

hahahahaha....so funny...^^

today just receive my babies

my baby
little baby cream and little pompom cream
today just delivered to my house
i like them so much...
they so cute and adorable
their color is pinki
and from now on their will follow me to every where...
and soon have many photo from many place...
^^

命苦就要认命
命硬也是一条命
命衰也得认
命好不等于幸福
人生有好多种命
人人都不同
每个人都有自己的故事
那人生才能精彩
有几不开心
我还是把它吞了
不藏在心里
几痛心
我也很快忘记
那是好事吗?
应该这样吗?
笨吗?
愚蠢?

可是这次
我真的伤到了心坎里
很气
很不开心
很心痛
为什么她那样对我?
我不是他们一份子吗?
我真的不纯在
我真的连狗都不如吗?
比狗还没地位?

我心痛
我忍了那么多年
她依然那样对
我原谅她
她还是那样对我
我也对她不错
她不珍惜
我依然没放弃

这次我真的无法
在这样下去了
我的心很痛
可是我不能放弃
那种感觉没人能体会

T.T

today i got a lil bit cant sleep...
many things in my mind....
keep run here and there...
really annoying me...
many have to think many have to do...
many have to care...
so tired...
when u earn already...
all the money like already que there waiting u to clear all...
buy this buy that...
use this use that...
all finish....
so fast...
haiz....tired ah!!!
when is the holiday for me??

T.T

When i need anyone help...
when i'm in trouble...
i just need a hand or a soft voice care me...
but no one...
always like that...
always no one...
make me sad...
make me disappionted...
u all always like that...
when u all need my help...
u all call until my phone broke also...
ask for my help...
i still will help u all...
but when i was in trouble...
who??
who will??
do anyone care??
no...........NO....
that's no....NO!!!
i am angry...
i am sad...
just need someone beside...
but is like such a hard things...
mayb someone said that's my fortune
mayb...
i was thinking...if u reli get another side prefect mayb the other side will gone...
very hard to understand...
mayb when u all reach that stage...
u all will know...
human cannot be perfect...
you cannot greedy on every part that you hope...
is true de...
now i reli feel that so deep...
but some part i reli can let go de....
just the other side can let go anot....
T.T