thinking of u...

thinking of u ah...
2day suddenly i think of valentine...
wat should i buy 4 u?
izit i forgive u?
i think so...
miss u...
but i din let u noe...
i prepare 2 buy ur birthday present d...
hope u like it...
i miss ur sound...
like long time din listen d...
tis few day i keep on make myself busy...
tat is because i 1 cold down myself...
dun 1 think 2 much...

thankyou dear...yesterday u try 2 talk 2 me...
but i actly dun 1 talk 2 u...
actly i very miss u...
i already forgive u...
but u dunno...
u still angry on me...
but i sms u d...
u din reply me onli...
tis few day really make me so tired and cold down myself...
think of tis few year wat u did for me...
but i like do nothing...
very sorry dear...
i'm a bad girlfriend...
i noe...
every the good things u sure give me...
but u juz dun 1 act like care me...
i noe...
but i still dunno appreciate u and always angry...
very sorry...

u always treat me like baby...
but i still not appreciate...
thanks u did every great things 4 me...
wat i need u sure try ur best 2 get 4 me...
thanks dear...
very sorry last few day i 2 angry and din talk 2 u...
when i cry u sure will take care me...
but when u sad i dunno how 2 care u...
i'm 2 bad...
sorry...

miss u so much...

wat the ex gf?

2day i saw some word on my bf booklet?
i noe is secret..
but i read it...
is my bf write for thr ex gf's word...
the laguage and word so sweet and soft...
he din talk 2 me like tis b4...
am i jealous...?
am i small gas?
wat shud i do?
my brain blank...
headache...
summore i still act like nothing in front of him...
am i stupid?
i'm damn stupid...
T.T cry also no use 4 me...
wat shud i do?
i lost direction and lost myself...
T.T

2008 chinese new year...

xin nian kuai le...
happi new year...
is rat year...wohooo
i scare rat...
kaka

chinese new year...
v juz have few day holiday only...
y?
hiaz..bad bad bad...

wat 2 do when cny?
at home do assignment...
prepare exam for 3d max and building services...
argh...
night mare...
argh~~!!!!!

when grown up juz only noe cny is tat boring...
nothing 2 do at home...
but.........
the best thing is can have ang pau...
kaka
tis year i need a lot a lot ang pau...
coz moneyless...
hiaz...
my assignment like hell...
need 2 use so many money...
hiaz...
help...

ang pau ang pau ~~~
pass me ang pau...
hehe

love...

wat is love?
hiaz...
love again?
did u love me?
wat is the answer i wait 4?
who goin 2 answer me?
i'm waiting who 2 answer?
hiaz...
terrible love...
again confuse me...
hiaz...
confuse my friends...
wat happen 2 us?

hiaz...
izit so difficult 2 have love or a great lover?
wat is couple?
wat they need 2 do?
trust?
love?
best friends?
or wat?

izit best friends should act like couple?
izit best friends cant b couple?
y so confuse?
hiaz...
ask urself everytime?
did u love her/him?
did her/him love u?
why v need each other?
izit happy if couple?

y dun try 2 give a chance 2 each other?
a chance may b is future...
a chnace may b is an best experience...
give a chance 2 know each other good then lonely sadness...

lonely night...=.=

tonigh was a lonely night...
i feel very lonely...
msn can't work...
nothing to do...
wat shud i do at tis lonely moment...
i alone sit in front my laptop...
watch drama...
feel sad and lonely...
miss somebody...
miss you...
today is holiday...
but i didn't meet you...
so miss you...
now i feel my body very heat like fever...
but you can't beside me...
i need you...
your caress just can listen in phone...
but you didn't action...
i really miss you...
did you miss me?
valentine is coming soon...
but we don't have a real valentine before...
every year i also wait your surprise but nothing...
but valentine for me is nothing...
i more care our annivesarry...
26 march...
tis year is 3nd year for me and you...
i so appreciate our relation...
i very happy we have so long together...
and known each other...
but more long i more scare...
don't why...i have this kind of idea...
i really scare our future are blur or messy...
coz i hope i need a bright future...
i scare me and you have a different future...
we can't match...
actually...
in our future we have many things undiffrent and unmatch...
like our occupation...
our height...
our life...
our future...
our view also different...
many many things else...
all the things actually are slow show already...
coz my course will final on next year april...
actually i hope i can oversea...
but i scare i will lost you...
and if i back from oversea i very very sure i will change...
that will make us many arguement...
so i really really scare...
this problem was make me headache when i choose this subject...
until now i more scare already...
coz they are slow show out...
i work as designer i really need freedom...
i know you can give me...
but i scare once day we argue...
and make our relation troublesm...
i have many things to choose...
i know if i follow you also have a nice future...
but that is not what i need...
you won't think this kind of things i know...
coz now i can see it...
u treat your ex-girl friend so good...
i know you are a good guy...
althought she dumn you...
you still treat her so good...
sometime i very jealous...
isn't it that girl so good let you can't forget it...
i'm i very terrible...i'm i good enough...
i will do compare...
did your family accept me?
thats also a problem...
coz i very weird in conversation with your family...
i know it...
sometime i very scare to face them...
and i will try to don't go your house...
some more your ex-girl friend mum so like you...
and treat you so good...
i know you also miss them...
i can't imagine when they are back...
i scare...
i feel sad is...last few years...your birthday...
i as your girl friend i didn't present you anythings...
i feel i'm bad...
that time i really have money problem coz i'm student...
but this year i will try my best...
very sorry dear...
you treat me so good...
every year you also will with me and present me...
i very sorry i can't make it last few year...
i'm stupid...make you dissappionted...
i'm trying my best to do a best girl friend...
i hope u can accept me...
i know u very very love me...
but i keep on make you angry everytime...
sorry...
you are a good guy...
coz sometime...when i said sorry you will take all the false as you are wrong...
actually the person who wrong is me...
some more you will said sorry with me 1st...
i love you is because...
no people will treat me so so so so(x100000000) good...especially you...
thats why nobody can exchange your place from my heart...
you are just the only one person who know what i'm thinking and what i need...
althought i no need said anything...
i really need you...
but what should i choose?
i choose both...
i'm tired...dear...
i hope i will have good my discission before i graduate...
i both also want...
but sure something i will lost...
coz not all i can get as so wonderful...
i know it...
i miss you dear...

sadness

dunno y?
like sumthing sadness in my heart...
i can feel it but cant said out...
like sumthing pushing me in my silly heart...
i feel it sad...feel it sick...
make me like crying...
but cant cry out...
izit i jealous?
but on the face i cant show it?
and i cant feel it on my face 2...
y i keep it?
i reli feel hurt?
but the others side i keep on treat myself good 2 4got it...
and ask myself 4got it...
argh...
i so crazy...
cant control...
i feel my sadness in heart...
but i love u...
i cant show it...
juz act dun care...
act like ok...
i dun 1 u sad...
let me sad alone...
i 1 u happi...
i noe wont happen anything u wif her...
but dunno y?
i cant control myself 2 think it...
wtf i'm doin now...
i noe u feel it...
tats y u keep on treat me good...
treat me better than her...
make me more appreciate...
thank u a lot...
u love me...i love u wont less then u love me...
hope u noe...
dear miss u and love u...
muackz

happy birthday 2 me...

tis few day i very happy ...
last friday all my lovely friends buy a cheese cake from secret reciepe and celebrate with me...thanks u all...i very happi...so surprise 4 me 2...
yesterday...i celebrate my birthday wif my dear..v go have our lovely dinner at the garden italianese...and watch movie 2gether...but i still havent recieve his present...coz i still havent choose my watch yet...hehe^^
2day my dear and me early mornin v go bukit tinggi...v go the villages at there..very beautiful and many ppl 2...very great...v have our lunch at the freanch village 2...wohoo...sumore have ppl performance 2 us 2...very great...after tat..my dear bring me go gai gai shoppin few shopping centre again...wohoo...great great great...
tis few day make me so so so happi...
all the sad also forgot...
thanks my lovely friends and dear dear...love u all very very much...so great 4 me...
give me a 2oyrs old birthday so meaningful...love it...love u all...muakzzz

...

i dun like u present a same things as ur ex gf...
did u noe...
it not fair or not fair...
i juz dun 1 have a same thing...
did u noe?
did u get wat i mean?

T.T

MY TEARS NON STOP BLEEDING...

DUN LIKE

i reli dun like...
y u always like 2 ask me suggestion...
wat present u 1 buy 4 ur ex gf...
i reli dunno and dun 1 noe...
T.T
u noe wat i think y u ask me...
make me sad...
T.T
i noe ur ex birthday same month wif me...
but can u dun remind me...
i dun1 remember...
T.T
i noe i very small gas 2 ur things...
i noe...wat i think...
u also noe wat i think...wat i nid...
y still ask me...
T.T

no birthday

i dun like my birthday...
i reli dun like my birthday...
coz avtime my birthday...
i also many troublesm...
few year d...i also have a sad birthday...
i reli scare my birthay...
i dun 1 my birthday come...
i dun 1...
my birthday is trouble...
i dun like...
make me sad...
T.T

angry day...

argh...!!!
2day i damn fucking angry...
tat old lady...
keep on do the childish things on me...
wat the fuck...i'm doin wrong...

u think u still young ah old lady...
keep on do the childish things...
old lady!!!
keep ur fucking mouth shut la...

u tot i dun 1 react on u ...
u feel very happi...
and i'm easy 2 bully?
u r wrong fucking lady...
u make me more more angry i will give back u the 500% wat u done on me...

i dun 1 2 react on u is bcs i dun i act like u the childish action...
and u did all the brainless and unmoral things also not big deal 4 me...
u keep on did...
i keep on wait...
coz u brainless and unmoral...
i wont act like u fucking lady...

i give u face u dun 1...
i dun mind 2 pull down ur ugly face in public...
if u dun mind 2 keep on did the brainless and childish thing on me...

u tot u r great and pretty and clever...
u r wrong...
coz brainless ppl onli will did tat kind of childish things...
kaka...

i dun 1 angry u...
u 1 make me hate u...
ok...
i dun mind have u tis kind of brainless enermy...
come on...
give me some colour...
i will give u a big surprise...
u wont noe wat i will do...

coz u think i'm easy 2 bully...
kaka....
fucker...
u more proud wat u did...
i will make u more shamefull...
kaka...
fucker...
i will let u noe...
wat is ur present and surprise...later on...
kaka....

u r the stupid in the world...

and u dun bring ur family problem 2 college...
no ppl will care u 2...
u like 2 show off...
kaka...
u dunno wat is shamefull...
old fucker lady...

u tot all the ppl like u...
u r crazy...
stupid...
ugly fucking lady...

bitch...
ugly old fucking bitch...
bustard...
brainless...
unmoral...
stupid...
fucking lady...

boring at home...wat 2 do?

BORING...
y 2day so boring?
dunno can do wat?
so post a blog here...
hiaz...
all go out and yam cha d...
hmmm...
me at home...
do nth...
hiaz...
drink a coke and post a blog here...
faster 29 feb la...
i reli wait until neck-long d...
hiaz...
y so long geh?
faster...
i 1 relax at redang...
kaka...
2 excited now...
havent reachthe excited is 97% d...
when reach dunno how?
excited or no feel?
hehe^^
i also dunno...
my feel always very silly...
when almost reach will feel not reli 1 go d...
wat feel is me?
hiaz...
so confuse...
wat a confuse person r me?
hiaz...
now reli boring...
tis few day...can boring until keep on dream at redang...
why i have few silly dream?
2 excited...make the dream came true...
kaka...
coz i always have a sweet trip with my fd and bf...
now they all will go redang 2gether wif me...
so make me more excited and happi...
i think tis is the reason...i so happi...
hehe^.<
dunno will happen wat at redang leh...
hehe...
wohoo...

wohoo...

Pulau redang trip
our redang trip is coming on end of feb...
wohoo...
excited...
sure happi...
but now i noe u all very hard 2 take out the payment...
i very sorry...
coz make u all hardly...
very very sorry....
i also dunno will happen tis...
hiaz...
the reason is...
coz v take cheap package...
so muz pay fast...
tis is the rule...
the hotel nid us pay 1st...
i noe...
last time i tell u all hotel can pay later...
but now different...
sorry...
make u all hardly 2 pay it...
i feel tat i'm very sorry 2 u all...
i also feel very shui coz like force u all pay fast...
hiaz...
sorry a...
i also very headache when booking the package....
coz nid fast confrim and nid fast payment...
summore i nid 2 take care u all money level...
summore v can live at laguna hotel...
eat good stay comfort...
the plane ticket get cheaper...
tat is not the easy thing...
i'm trying my best...my fd...

i also try 2 chat wif my agent d...
she already delay the time 4 us d...
she noe v r student...
actly the payment nis pay when booking de...
but i din tell u all...
coz i noe u all cant pay it out...
so she delay 4 us few day...
now i noe b an organizer reli not tat easy...
coz will let ppl feel it i'm forcing they all pay tis pay tat...
very sorry my fd...
but i think mayb tis is the last big trip 4 us in tis yr...
coz v nid go trainning d...
i very appreciate it...
hope v can have fun there...
sorry...

HAPPY HOUR...

happy hours...
our happi hours pass very fast...
cant belive it...
2day v learn a new subject call 3d max...
so great...coz tis subject v very like it...so fun...
i like it...
summore 2day v sing k at neway...
waoh...
huey yi go also leh...
she and joyce also sing...
wooo...
hehe^^
at nite v ate our dinner at huey yi's aunt restaurant...
wooo...
delicious...
v ate...tom yam...curry fish...vege...fried squieze...salt chicken...
wooo...
cheap and delicious...
i will go next time...
hehe^.<
1st day of the reopen day...sure very fun...
coz the busy time waiting us...
juz can relax 1st...
tis is designer life...
have fun can b crazy...learn and working muz serious and concerntreat...
our life so wonderful...
reli like designer life...
wohoo...

family attidude...

wat a family attitude tat they have?
y shud they treat me lke shit?
wtf they are?
they nid me when they nid my help?
sumore nid me then shout on me...
wtf...
i treat them damn frekking good...
bring them go there go here...
bring them go eat at the place tat they din go b4..
summore i will paid if i bring them...
they no nid pay 4 1 cent...
y shud a family have tis kind of attidude?
for me my family is great...
4 them me is shit...
wtf...
i'm not important...
i'm rubbish...
i still helping them when i'm angry...
i cry 4 myself...
they laugh at the back...
i go travel...
sure i will brought things 2 them...
did thay thanks on me...
did thay appreciate it...
i'm a family member 4 them?
wat is my character in my family?
rubbish...shit...useless...but useful when they nid me...etc...
tats y i always dun 1 at home...
i noe my house is a warm house 4 me...
i noe my parent care me...
y my bro and sis treat me like others...
they din treat me as their oldest sis...
y i still care them?
y i muz do a lot of things 2 care them?
y they din care me?
y i let my gd things 2 them?
y they give me a bad respon?
izit i'm the real sis 4 them?
izit they are my sis and bro...
i dun 1 be mate 4 them...
i'm not mate...
y my parents cant understand me...
i do my best 4 them...
hope them noe...
hope them care me...
i'm beside u all...
did u all noe?
did u all feel me?
T.T...
y shud keep on make me sad...
i keep on cold down myself...
try 2 forgive...
i hope u all noe 1 day...
i nid ppl care...
tats y i love my honey...
he is the person who juz reli reli care me in my life...
summore he noe me...
he understand me...
love u...

GREAT MEALS...

WONDERFUL GREAT MEALS...
2day is a wonderful great day...
early in the morning...
my honey come and fetch my family and me go have our great breakfast at k.l.
v ate at the famous hainanese shop tat i almost go on sunday...
but it is the 1st time for my family...
they reli have a great time at there...
i ate fish porridge...toast...plus ice coffee...plus 1 slice of cake...
waohh....great great great...
very luckily v meet the singapore artist have their shooting at the hainanese shop...
the artist very nice...and greet wif us...
then afternoon i go midvalley wif my honey...
buy some clothes...
but i very angry tat i cant found i pants tat i reli like it...
until now i still havent buy i pants or skirt...
argh...y?so hard 2 find...hiaz...
after shopping...
v have our dinner at the apartment at the curve...
actly...i so excited 2 eat at the apartment...
coz some of my fd tell me not bad...
actly...not bad 4 the design...but the food not very good...
i can give 77%....a bit dissappionted...
the enviroment 88%...
after having the dinner....
v walk around wif the fantastic ice-ceam...
the ice-cream taste good....
it is a import ice-cream from japan...
the name of the ice-cream is YOKOMON...
I brought the maccha=green tea favourite...
it have a crispy waffle...so easy 2 bring out the delicious of the ice-cream...
the mark i give tis ice-cream is 96%...
wah...so full...
erp.......
hehe^.<

human's life...

wat the wonderful life 4 human it is?
lets have a beach party with me...at redang...
kaka...
i reli hope can go...so my fd...faster join me...
i reli excited tis trip from last year april...
dun ffk me again...
dun make me dissappionted pls...
lets go 2gether...
lets have fun 2gether...
=.=...
sure fun at there...very relax...
many bikini 2 see see...
kaka...
juz have a break or relax time at there...
forgot our assignment...
try 2 use your full energy and play at there...
enjoy yourself...

redang packages...

WONDERFUL PACKAGES...
here it is...
juz rm318 per person..twin share...laguna hotel...
cheap cheap cheap...
the valid is 22th feb until 5th march...
limited space...
fast fast register with me...

bored...

wat can i do...
my job make me so stress...
y i feel tat my job stress then my assignment...?
wat shud i do?
i reli damn stress now...
i dun 1 work d...
y my boss force me...
make me feel more stress...
make me work in no mood...
hiaz....
y shud i do so many prepare for it...
i reli dun 1 do d argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a good job not a stress job...
hiaz...
i luv interior more then teach art argh!!!!!!!!!
i prefer my assignment stress then my job stress....
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY Nu~ YEAR!!!

HAPPY Nu ~ YEAR!!!

TODAY is the 1st day of jan 2008 oo...

keke^.^

happi 2 welcome...

a new life will begin...

dunno y...

i reli feel my working veli tired...

but my boss dun let me go...

i nid time 2 relax 2 do my assignment...

y shud a boss force a staff 2 continue work so surfer...

i work in bad mood...boss also not happi...

y shud force me...

tis sat i still nid 2 start my 1st day working 4 the another new year...

but i dun have the mood 2 working...

what shud i tell my boss...

but i tell the true 2 her d...

she dun accept it...

what shud i do...

izit reli i nid 2 work there until i die...

tat day she agains tell me...

when i having my in-ternship i still nid 2 work there..

ask me try 2 find a free day 2 work there...

izit she feel that an interior designer veli free...

no nid follow my project...

then juz work die there...

or she dun 1 give me pass my diploma interior course...

juz nid me work at the rubbish place...

i'm a human...

y i can have my own choice 2 have my beautiful future...

y muz follow tat bastard 2 control my creative and wonderful life...

y a human have many type of face?

y cant have a prefect human?

i noe no prefect...but at least have a good personality...

y shud did so many problem out 2 make ppl unhappi?

y shud do the lower class things 2 make urself cheap?or no price?

think!!!!!!!

wake up human!!!!!!!

pls...

do sumthing useful and make urself meaningful...

make ur personality greatfull but not fake...

y sumbody so brainless?

not ppl lie on u...

is juz u dunno wat happen...

not very things 1 person tell u feel is true then go angry whole kampung...

tis is juz ur oppinion...

u muz understand...

if ppl din tell u the things..

mayb is not meaningful 4 u...

or non i=of ur bussiness...

or u not trust by others...

or veli hard 2 tell u...

or scare u not understand...

or tis is a secret...no nid tell u...

u muz understand...

if tat is a secret or nobody 1 2 let u noe..but y tat person tell u?

tat is...

the person nid ur care...

the person 1 2 make the secret become a big deal...

if u r a mature human...u shud noe...

not trying 2 angry who...

juz let u noe...then if u 1 care...juz care...

if u veli care the things juz keep...dun put the false 2 who...

coz the things happen juz happen d...

when happening u dunno things goin on...

u juz heard ppl said...but u din saw...

heard cant means wat...

coz u din saw by ur own...

many things had happen juz u dunno...

u can measure sumbody by ur own measuring tape...

u muz listen more side...

try 2 summary...

a mature human muz think and keep...

not push the false 2 everyone...

coz more things u still dunno...

pls...think...

have a silennt moment 2 think wat u did?wat they did?why shud they did?why shud u did?

izit meaningfull or useful 4 u?izit shud did tis?

did u think ppl how 2 think when u did tat?

did u hurt ppl?

2day...i tell many things...who noe wat i means can msg me...