どのような人がいる?

私が最後にどのような人?
私は頻繁に重複するのを自問自答して
変更されているため、人々と思う
また、私が知っているものに変更したい?
する前に、あなたが本当に好きではない?
のと同じではありませんしてください
どれだけ変更されています?
の変更は、良くも悪くも?
誰か教えてもらえます良い?
私は小さなガスはありますか?
私の怒りは非常吗ている?
私が面倒?
というような本当に気にしない?
特に、あなたは
あなたに転用される私の約束
しかし、ないです
私はあなたが疲れていると思う
彼女とは一緒にする前に、
本当に邪魔しないと、それを簡単に?
この場合は、
私は非常に申し訳なく思って!!!
私は持っていない彼女の良い...

finally!!!!

finally we end for our diploma interior course...
yesterday is the last day we in the college...
the feeling at the morning is nervous...
at first me and marc tot we are the middle person who present
after the accessor MR. LAI (AXIS director) come...
marc change to be the first presentor...
second huey yi...continue with me...and joyce and bro sea
wah....first time i be so fornt presentor...
the nervous is make me feel my brain is numb
and the feeling is "no feel at all"
so scary...
ok...my turn to present...
omg!!!i forgot every things 2 talk
and i forgot my hand still holding some small cards
but i never see at all
what a stupid lady(me)
haha^^
but at last i also done already...
all my coursemate is awsome!!!
so great in the presentation...
i miss you all!!!!
after presentation and critic section...
is already 4 pm
at first we planing go sing k
but many ppl dun 1
and we reach there d
joyce and huey yi only said never bring student id
so cant sing already
hiaz...so sad lo
then suen lo
we go shopping at mid valley
and have a small tea break at "lou you guai guai"(LG floor)
then start we lepak around there
then we go play BOWLING
what a good idea form wilson
haha^^
after bowling is already 7 somethings
so wilson need to go fetch his gf and edward and mf also following back find him
so left me, huey yi, joyce darling and bro sea
left four of us...
then we go SHOPPING!!!!
haha^^
after shop until our leg almost break...
then we go MADAM KWAN...makan!!!
yeah!!!!
so delicious and fulllll~~~
then after makan and chit-chat at there
already 9 somethings
so we deide to home rest...
cause already every tired...
my last day at college...
the feeling is not happy at all...
and have a bit sad too...
hey dude...please faster decide where we go for our trip?

TOMORROW is that day!!!!

TOMORROW!!!
is the big day for sem6 term2 interior course
it is a final presentation for diploma interior design course for us!!!
the feeling now already nervous...
i cant think tomorrow what will happen...
will i nervous until faint????
or to high until crazy???
really can't imagine the day we waiting is come true
last day in college...
we should appreciate tomorrow...
and also is so important for us...
hope every things go smooth and succesful
hey everyone GOOD LUCK!!!

4th years anniversary...

NOW is 12:10am
yeah~
is our
4TH YEARS ANNIVERSARY
so fast past 4 years already...
so happy...
but sure you wont remember
cause you always said you dont like celebration
but i know u said only
actually your heart is hope to celebrate de...
like today...
when i said i cant celebrate with you
you keep on call me and msg me
and you said "now is raining day
like my heart"
then another msg after 5 min.
"now more heavy already..."
i know that's mean more sad mah...
sorry lo...
mr. lau...how come so sudden you said those emotional words
so surprise for me...
but i like your surprise...:P kaka^^
after presentation
i hope i got free time to do 1 card for u la...
hehe^^
this saturday and sunday i promise i will recelebrate with you de la...
sorry cause i busy for final presentation and put you a side
sorry ah...=.<
really for to you...
i really a typical capricorn la...
sorry to you again...
i also feel sad de...

I LOVE YOU
muackzzz...
hope more and more year i can celebrate with you la...
dont make me dissappionted lo...
and please dont lie on me again...
i hate you lieing to me...
if not i really will run away already...
kaka^^!!!!

oh shit...

oh shit!!!
haha!!! i damn stupid la...
stupid in counting too...
i count wrong my bf age...:P
kaka^^
he just 23years old...
not 24 years old now...
haha!!!
yeasterday night i keep on think i'm i correct...
haha...
so sorry oh...
i count wrong already:p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY

Happy birthday to you...
after 12a.m. is my lovely mr. lau 24 years old birthday oh...
so old already....kaka^^
actually i tot him juz 23 years old...
but after i count...
omg~!!!!so old already la...haha...
but still...
Happy birthday to him!!!
and i so bad...
cause i never accompany him celebrate birthday...
so sad to him too...
but we will re-celebrate on saturday and sunday bah...
must wait after my final presentation lol...
hiaz...so sorry to him...
and so unlucky my final crash with his birthday...
T.T
sorry ah...

end of march...

wah...so fast already end of march
so many things happen in this month
and this friday is our interior design group final presentation
and tomorrow will be graphic and thursday too...
all good luck...
this wednesday is my mr. lau birthday...
and thursday is our 4nd years anniversary...
oh my gosh!!!
what should i do for this two things...
no ideas...
cause i no time to prepare myself on it...
so bad...
what to do???
so many things happen...
after final presentation we need to have a awsome plan
now all so busy no mood to talk about this
erm...so wait few more day lo...
then april what should i do???
start working for my life or rest first???
i still thinking...
go back designedge???
hiaz...
but my heart now is waiting my final over...
i really hope faster over...cause i really so stress
and can't sleep at all...
and my name at the name list wast second last...
wtf* so last
i sure no mood to wait...
i am the person who so acute for everythings
but my name always at the back...
make me no patience to wait...

hope everyone in final good luck and have a smooth presentation...

friday is our final presentation already...

oh SHIT !!!
friday is the deadline for us...
oh my gosh...
the time go so fast...
3 years past for our diploma course...
until now i havent print any things yet...
hiaz...
last saturday i go the printing shop at sekyen 17
so many ppl and just left 1 staff working there
so i never print on that day
so tomorrow me and bra bra will go print together
hope he never ffk me la...
then after printing if got time i will go buy boards for presentation already
really timeless
but i can make it
gambateh all my coursemates...
the last week already...
just take it on...

16 march 09 (2058)

todayearly of the morning
i just wake up from my bed
i was so energy to o my assignment
so...i on my laptop babe~
so sit in front there with my maggi noodle as usual
and as usual...the first action we will do is
FACEBOOK
haha^^
then i saw my laptop like low of battery
and i was shock
cause i just on my laptop why so fast low battery
omg!!!
the wire of my charger was almost break off
argh!!!!when i go touch it was shock me!!!!
then i just rmb...
that's because marc's little babe ms walnut
that day go bite my wire
and i was no attention on it
so it was break off slow
and the wire was come up already
wah~~~!!!!
so i faster call my technical repairman come
and i wait for half day
he never come
so i call to him
he said come at 4p.m.+
so i wait...
and wait...
finally he come...he bring my charger go join
then at night he call me
and tell me
"shir...you charger sacrifice...i already help you cut and join...but still can't...so...you need to buy a new charger(me:omg!!!!)"
it was os expensive...
so i just effort to take a second hand charger
hiaz...so until now i just can online here
and write my blog...
and also start my assignment for today...
so bad!!!!

this few empty mind days

this few days...
my brain goes empty...
what also can't do...
can't think...
just like waiting my fortune...^.*
and i realize many people around me was changing so fast within this few month...
i can't imagine...
those people mind change fast then the face...
although they change their mind but their face still the same...
that's the scary part...
that make me feel shock...
don't know how they change their mind so fast...
and do somethings that we can't imagine...
so scary...
sure someone know what i'm talkning now...
but i won't mention what is that...
just one day...
they will know...
i'm no any special feel on what they doing now...
just feel a little bit dissappionted...
so sorry on what i said...

For semester6 term2 i.d. group...
we just left 12 days to go our presentation days...
until now...i never feel scare...
but just feel worry...
i hope this week i can go printing for all my working drawing...
and i need to do my presentation board as soon already...
cause it is timeless now...
i'm freaking worry now...
can i do well on that day...
that is so important for us...
that is our final presentation for diploma interior design course...man!!!
omg!!!
can't imagine the step to graduate is near to us...
all must add more oil...
gambateh all of our friends...

bad bad day=.=

today i'm so bad luck la...
when wake up at the morning
i was feel the spirit of today is not so good already
when drove to college
i am damn blurring
when almost reach college
i almost accidently bang one stupid car in front of me
actually is me stupid la...
i never see this car in front of me:p
don't know what i'm thinking
just feel a lot of mess in my mind
i can't clear them out
when reach college still early so i ate breakfast with marc
both of us have a sleepy mood
while having breakfast
cause marc just sleep 30 min in the morning only
and me not enough sleep at all
feel very very tired
then after class
we planing after lunch we stay at college do assignment
but at last marc can't stay already
cause he very sleepy and headache
and i also feel very headache
so cancel the plan...go home
but me need to check out with bryan
so need go old wing find him
omg!!! i need to climb so high and reach the light box room to meet him
on the half way i climb up i faint and almost drop down from that staircase
so faint at that moment...
i think on that time i'm low blood sugar
that's why~
then after meet with bryan
we go back home seperately
then when i go
actually i always put my touch n go at the door side
but i forgot 2 put i simply throw at the seat there
then when reach tol i cant find my touch n go
and i force to find some coins to pay at "tunai" link
hiaz...i really don't know what i'm doing
my mind goes wrong
many things to think and go mess around
so headache
and so stress

today i think clearly
i only saw many people around me
they are wearing mask in the life time
altough so close they still with the mask
so scary
i'm so stupid
cause i just realize every things
i'm so scare~