angry on everything!!!!

argh!!!!i very very angry ah!!!
2day we retake our stupid furniture science...
that we already retake third time...wth*
then go to office check our result that long long time ago...
wtf* just retake furniture science now give me another surprise
that i failed on practical studies that madam teach want
argh!!!
another one...!!!
wilson,marc,lisa,ann meng and me...
failed on this subject...
why???
hiaz...
i still have malaysian study havent retake ah...
why so many arh...???
need to pay rm450 to retake this three stupid subjects...
hiaz...argh!!!!damn...
9 december presentation...
move on earlier...argh!!!
nex week pass up brief again to all the external accessor...wtf*
why so many shit have to do???
no more time already still have so many things to do...
dunno can finish anot???
start worry all th eshit stuff...
how??!!!!!
very disappionted on myself la...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

27 nov 08

2day we went nippon paint[nippong~!!!]
erm...that talk like a fun show...not bad...
that show make you wont feel bored...
and make you make pay more attention...
that talk is present by ms.denise...hehe^^
she very nice...when me and marc sit move on in front sit...
she come to us...and said "hi...nice to meet you...i'm denise"
and show the nice smile...
after that talk...
back to college...
me adn bro sea straight away go home lo...
coz i feel a bit tired...
then go home sleep...keke
sleep until my mum cant wake me up...so funny~
then juz now 7 something mr.lau call me said
he havent dinner...he havent go home
coz he work very busy
then ask me accompany him go dinner
so ok lo...see he so pity...
then we go ate pizzaaa...
sienzz....
coz dunno what to eat already...
juz now is the first time i sit the white color vios...
that we bang last few month...the vios is back...
look different...look scary...a bit phobia
it change white...the car no more body kit...
look a bit weird...hehe^^
but it going to have new clothes[body kit] soon
hope better la...coz after bang...all goes weird
although already repair...
but my accident feel still there...
dunno how to forgot it...too deep deep in my mind...
2molo class damn fatt wan need face that oldman again
i nth t

life go boring and boring

dunno wat shud i do...
feel very boring all the time
always sit there like waiting my fortune
so bored...>.<
feeling want to do something unusual
but dunno what to do
going crazy
my life long time no surprise will go "fatt wan"
who can give me a surprise?
i want go travel ohhh...
all like already have a nice plan...
i dun have any plan ah...
what should i do?
mr.lau also not free to accompany me...
left me alone...
what to do...
hiaz...
mr.lau ah...can you give me more time to accompany me...???

finally my eyebrow done

EYEBROW!!!
finally i have my eyebrow
today i make a appoiment on 10a.m
then i woke up on 8.30a.m
wait my mum until 9.45a.m
my mum...always slow motion
reach there no parking then late already
hiaz...
the first step they help me pull off my eyebrow messy hair
then show me
see izit suite me
then i wait 5 more min.
sleep on the bed chair
wait like operation
so scary...
my heart ...boohk..boohk ..boohk..
very scare
coz i saw beside me tat auntie like very pain
when my turn
i damn damn scare
i tot they will talk with me a while before start
but they never said anything then start
some more they never put narcotic
omg!!!
damn pain...
i pain until cryyyyy...T.T
until now still can feel the pain
when the sifu help doing my eyebrow that time
i can feel the blade on my face keep on slice slice slice
that feel is like u slice a piece by piece
and my tears non stop drop
the sifu see me so many tears
then keep on pass me tissues
my i rub my tears on my face and eye that time
i open my eye and see
omg!!!
got blood...argh!!!
then i fast fast close my eye not dare to open any more...
haha^^
[why i should pay rm300 for the pain?]
so stupid
some more come back my brother keep on laugh me
i damn pain then no mood talk with them
next month need to go back again
scare again...
but now finally i have eyebrow
currently still a nit funny
coz still very dark
few more day will be better a bit

sunday is my golf-fy day...

every sunday is my golf day
also can said is a tired day
every monday woke up
my arm pain like hell
my coach[my stupid bf]
said i at list need to play 100 shot only can go home
and must play nice shot
if not play another 100 shot again
what kind of coach is that???
make me tired
"i noe you very geng...can play 200 above shot"
hiaz...
but this week...
i finally get my nice shot...
kaka....very happy
my golf ball finally fly up...
but not so high...
at list fly lurh...kaka
i will continue...gambateh
i can make it de...
hehe^^

不抱希望了

你每个星期四你都会告诉我你星期五回来找我
已经几个星期被你放飞机
已经麻木了
不再抱希望了
也不会不开心了
惯了
习惯一个人的感觉了
一个人也能开心啊
没什么大不了
麻木真的令我冷静了许多
说真的
如果现在有人突然出来
关心，疼我，体贴我
我真的会被勾走
奇怪的感觉
嘻嘻。。。

how to slim down?

i want to slim down ah...
damn fat ah...
no idea how to slim down
i sick tat few days already look slim down a bit
but th e weight still there
no change
why????
damn hate
eat less already still same
very hate
work more already
also same
how????
really no idea already
who can help me
i want slim down ah
dun want fat fat ah!!!!

no mood to work out

since last week presentation
i did nth at home
juz becoz tat oldman mr.T
PULL ME DOWN to the hills
i duno what you all want
i juz noe what i wants
but u keep on pull me to the corner
i dun want what normal people think
i want special
i felt my idea special
but you said dun want that dun want this
then what the special
you said may b what i do is malaysia dun have or malaysian cant take it
but for me what i think is
why cant try new things
why malaysia cant try new things
why malay ???
why culture ???
becuase of malay i cant do my project???
what the bull shit!!!
make me farn!!!
at first my plan is full of dream
after your bull shit
all spoil
you make my direction and view all go seperately

may b all ppl like to change their mind easily
every week he tell me different things
when i do already
he change his mind again
wtf*!!!
he feel easy
for me hard to work out with him
dunno which fucker go complaint
then this oldman come in make us crazy
hate*!!!
no idea...
lost my way...
going crazy...
T.T

星期六的晚上

星期六的晚
当我同滴朋友饮茶时
见到一个情景
每个人都会经过和经历的
就系。。。当一大班人饮茶的时候
你突然去厕所
一回来。。。其他人已经讲其他话题了
你会点算？？？
哈哈。。。
打算插嘴
唔人理你
哈哈哈哈。。。
为由玩自己杯水
哈。。。
傻笑。。。陪笑
或者
人地讲着笑话
他地讲到大大声
笑又笑大大声
你又唔知他地笑咩也
你会笑唔
哈哈。。。
我见到的是
个个女仔坐在个边
玩水草。。。
唔人理她
真可怜
其他的大声大声的笑
越笑越大声
当我见到时
就想起我都试过
[可能系我饮茶无聊]
[lum 睇到滴gum 荒谬的也]
哈哈哈。。。

boring in college

wah...so many body part...

haha...lets do somethings...

best friend...

you know who is this???...edward chong

and this marcus wong...

sometime too boring in college

will make people do something crazy

39.1'c fever

今日发高烧
发到39。1。。。有没有搞错
真的发瘟
发到头痛加麻痹

no idea about my fever
so sudden
give me a fever
the fever make me numb
so tupid
hiaz
go see doctor listen to the doctor i usually go
talk nonsence
that is he attitude
like to talk much
hiaz...
feeling very headache ah...
very pity's fever day

Golden kiss with love


Hot kiss

i like this two kiss...very nice.

muackz...

Emo love

Emo Love

many people also will walk through the emo love. if you all never been there, thats was a caution for you. every couple should have emo, then you will knows the sweet part both of you have been. emo love also is a hardest part in relationship. sometime some cant take it then the end. emo part make you know each other deeply and madly. and try to forgive them who like emo when couple. she or he emo on you means she or he care of you. if one day she or he dont care you, you will feel why should in love. love is that complicated. sometime is noise sometime is headache. that is love. why people can be so long relationship. coz they know to forgive. in love all is childish. who is mature? no one...who said they mature in love, thast is kidding. no one is mature in love. they will grow up in love. that is correct. love make someone grow up and think clearly. you must always tell you lover "I LOVE YOU". that word is important to make your love goes on. that is powerful. trust me.

I LOVE YOU

fish spa at pavillion

my leg and bf leg + big fish

Fish Spa at pavillion

today Jack, Desmond, Kin Hee, Kin Her and me
we go pavillion shopping already then we go fish spa
actually we not planning to do that
but we saw kin her's auntie there
so we have discount
that's why we decided to do fish spa
wah~
my first experience
at first we try the small fish pool...very itchy and like vibrate
kaka^^
funny...
then we go the big fish pool
wah!!!!!!!!!!
very very very itchy...
itchy until jack, kin hee, kin her and me also laugh out
kaka...
but desmond cant play at the bif fish pool
coz he leg have hurt...so cant do at there scare the fish go bite
coz the big fish very very fierce
kaka^^
fun time

currently no fatt mou-ing at house

this few days i keep on make myslef damn damn busy
no need think
and dont want think
i like this life
friday go shopping and find inspiration
with bryan(yihei) and kea huey(bro sea)
we go makan and walk walk at pavillion, sg wang and time square
we go bookstore read book and find idea
i like this life
hehe^^
so freeee...
kaka
saturday, my dad no work(so unusual)
early morning he wake me up
the go makan at sri sinar
we ate vietnamese food
wahhh...
then the little baby said want go batu cave
dont know what wind blow him feel like want go there
then i aslo long time no go already
so juz follow their feet
go there climb staircase
tired=.=
but many tourist there
then a tourist "kuai low" come talk with me
and play with the little baby
then we feed the bird and monkey with the "kuai low"
so funny^^
then go home already afternoon
then my mum decided want go jusco, kepong
then go lorh...
accompany her lo
coz i seldom accompany them
hehe^^
then go shopping with my mum
suddenly my mum shout..."argh!!!my shoe!!!"
hiaz...her shoe walk until spoil juz brought then spoil
kek sei!!!
then we go buy shoe lo
my mum eye level so high
all also not suit
hiaz...then walk walk walk...
my mum once of the favourite brand [cocodile]
then she try few also said not nice
apa macam...mum
then i take one to let her try
white color+a bit high...lady shoe
okies
finally...she said wahhhh~nice wor~
then i faster go pay...
kaka^^
then at the jusco super market
i bought bacon, pizza, lamb shoulder and ice-cream
keke^^
then reach home
my little sis said hungry
then i bake the pizza with bacon
and grilled the lamb shoulder
damn nice man~
hehe^^
so yummy!!!
then my bf come fetch me go friend birthday
but before go there
mr.jack said go have dinner at sri damansara
then only go scarlet at cineleisure
eeeeeee.....
dissappionted
not nice's party
no feel
then mr. jack, mr. kin hee, mr kin her and me
decided go yum cha at murni
wuhoo~~
butt...
hiaz...the damn is tat day we order mango special, i love you and logan milk
eeeeeeee....not nice...first time i taste tat bad at murni
service bad too
tat stupid ppl scold us becuase he wrong serve
wtf...we also @.@
the i love you's drink suck and the logan milk smell like shit
then no mood~~go home lo...bad mood on saturday night...
the 2day sunday...
morning we take a brunch at yut kee at k.l.
yummy~~my favourite
then go pavillion shopping
after that have jalan alor...
we ate spicy pan mee...
wahhh!!!
that is what i busy for this few days...
but the damn i ter-remember is
i forgot to do my assignment-power point
shitttttt...
now still rushing
dunno how????ah!!!!!!!!!

给滴时间，好吗？

给滴时间我

我需要lum 一lum

真的好乱

好乱

时间可能叼淡一切

个种感觉一下一下的

好难受

可能你都需要时间lum

lum lum 个条路 是否系gum

需唔需要停下

可能会好滴

你讲我黏

可能系你冷唑

系我lum太多

我都系gum 同我自己讲

唔好lum 啦

不过真的唔得的

点骗自己都系gum

点算？

我已经到唑死路

唔得返转头啦

可能系有得返 不过系需要

好长好长的时间

真的好难

霎眼 时间过得真快

时间长又点

了解滴 只不过系欺骗

唔用的

very tired...

i need sometime to relax
feeling very tired
very lazy
no direction
need to think clear
need some new things put in my mind
need to refresh my mind
need step to the other level on my life
can i stop a while
but timeless
make me stress
make me more scare
this term can said run not so fast
but december is the end of this term already
cant imagine
what will happen soon
all go mess
no system
dont know what the lect think
each talk one
make us headache
id department all go mess

argh!!!!

where's the stand strong shir.

lost the strong women
where are you shir.
please come back
where's the strong shirley
come back
dont lay down
stand straight
be happy
dont care too much
why so big different then last time
now also not mature
the changing is bad
too bad
cant believe i lost myself
trying to find my way and direction
run out from the cage
i need another big change
fast faster
magic...
change me
i dont wat to stuck here so long
i will be crazy soon

trying to do my best

i always said i'm not the best that you want
i noe
i will improve myself
sorry

tonight
u said you tired thats why u have a nap earlier
i wait and wait
no phone call
i noe you sleep already
thats why i din sms you
scare to disturb you
but miss you
you dont know
hiaz...T.T
i dunno what i want
juz try to stay with you
but you face like not appreciate what i did
your friend tell me
what you said is not what you means
what a deep lesson
i really hope you know me
but you never

i already dunno what to do la
sorry...
miss you

SAME

same...
have dont have same...
without mayb more happi...
have it mayb more sad...
feeling like nothing more sad...
no one knows
no one care
crying of you
you wont care
you care others
many ppl want
but they cant get it
you have you wont appreciate
you lost you also wont sad