can anyone tell me...

what is true love...??

this word kind of confusing ppl

TRUE LOVE

kind of confuse

and

mess up ppl mind

it's that hard to understand this two word

or this kind of world...??

true love is what kind of feel...??

did true love got a special feel...??

or just said said only...[blur**]

today me and my friend was talking this topic

we two are like...

true love~~??!!

'' meh lei geh??"

haha....

kind of weird right...??

a human that live in this world

20+ years d....but dont know what is true love

bullshit...!!! FML

need someone come and tell me

true love means what??

is that hard??

did you know...what is true love??

did u found it??

or did u try that feel before??

or u already pass by it??

or it havent come??

or it waiting you at the corner.....

or the moment not thr??

not the right person??

or you cant get it anymore??

or it is not yours??

will it be yours??

-breathe in-

-breathe out-

fu~~~~~~~~~

fu~~~~~~~~~

R.I.P

i like my life

i love myself

i love my surrounding

i prefer it...

i dont like nonsence

i dont like rubbish in my mind

i prefer fresh and clean mind

.....................................................

.....................................................

今日又係累嘅一日啦...

返工放工

又一日

好彩聽日

我休息

不過冇嘢做

hmmm......

打算做蛋撻

好唔好..??

hehe^^

聽昭去買材料

hhhmmmmmmmm....:)

我以家用有嘅係

開心

日日開心

係我得到嘅

同想要嘅

今日好忙o

但係時間過得

真係快

今日真係失魂

去site

割到手指

痛到

唔敢出聲

好驚驚動其他人

[全部男人]

...............................

T.T...

只係想給自己

空間

開心

有很難嗎?

我希望"x"明白

不係你打擾我

而係我想自己一個人

希望你明白一切

唔係ignore你

唔係我Hurt你

而係

一個人

我現在向冷靜自己

向前沖...出發

我係我唔要"x"

而係我一個人

會好很多

每個人嘅想法

唔同

你都係

唔好否認

給我時閒

唔好逼我

得冇...??

我會驚

我會逃避

我唔想搞到咁姜

你明嗎...??

唔可否認

我嘅自私

我嘅態度

我嘅無奈

我嘅變化

太快

我唔想搞到

我係度逃避

我係度驚

我係度想我要點做

你唔開心

我都係

唔該...............

給個係時閒

俾大家

應該會好滴

唔該..............

我開始驚咗...

唔會係件好事

知道冇...??

明白??

张敬轩 - 衬

作曲： 谢国维

填词： 曾纪诺

编曲： 舒文,Larry Wong

监制： 张敬轩

手 预计分得差不多刚好有我路过

没拍拖 但我青春都不多也不是傻

像这种前科 脑海已经不停播

别出手相助 无谓再添苦楚

当一众好友至亲需要一个替身

通通找我如御用陪衬

懒理消灾解困 不便回赠 习惯一个人

心底那一个女人 难道又会空一双足印

去为我解困

要做好男人 成全我 你别吻

心 後悔相识的当初不懂诉说自我

未拍拖 像个心虚的初哥 隔空拔河

未哼好情歌 你都已经情倾下个

剩低的灾祸 难道说得清楚

当一众好友至亲 需要一个替身

通通找我如御用陪衬

懒理消灾解困 不便回赠 习惯一个人

心底那一个女人 难道又会空一双足印

去为我解困谁人会稀罕你一吻

慷慨或带点不忿 单身都可以更自信的做人

也许没有身份 相亲相爱更开心

撇撇脱脱多麽吸引

怎麽每一个女人都变天使化身

假装关爱其实扮怜悯

看似三心相印 多谢缘份 转眼爱别人

心底那一个女人 完全就似一个坏人

像有些残忍

告别这情感 不想去再犯禁

today i am damn fucking busy
one person do 3 person work....
ahhhhhhh...............
stif left me here...
super senior go holidays for 1 week
fuck....i die soon...
many work waiting me
i have to do...................plenty of work
a new staff is here...
name ida...is a malay who already married
and same age with me
my boss said she very pity
and live in poor family
ask us to take care her...okies~ :)
i will try my best....
she working here as a sales and cleaner
she have to clean all the corner of the office
so nowdays my job just do 3 person work
without sales just design
sound cool~
but......................3 person work
shit...!!!
and many jobs have to done be4 christmas
and new year........ahhhhhhhhh~~!!!!
today is the day i starting fucking busy....
if anyone find me and i dint reply...
very sorry...i reli busy in this week and moment
my boss just left i only have time to write my blog...
back to work la.....byess :)

今日係公司嘅作品

首先登場嘅係熊貓小朋友
呢位小朋友
好忧郁
眼無神
臉猖白
整副悶樣


呢位係彩色bear bear 熊小朋友
佢係位我哋生活帶來色彩嘅熊仔
不過佢講唔到嘢哦
可憐.... :(



呢個當然係 TOTORO 啦...
不過係有少少走樣....
hahahaha........



呢個就係 edc CLOT 啦....
無幾條頭髮
無幾幾粒牙
hahahahaha........
不過依然都係 CLOT....
:P

今日係公司就快悶爆

所以我先會做咁多白痴畫作

多多指教

hahahahaha.............

痴咗線....^^

今日嘅星期六
有點悶....
心情怪怪...
好識有嘢講唔出
心情嘅悶
啊...................!!!
點搞...??
講唔出嘅心情
畫唔出嘅表情 :(
好難形容嘅肉酸...
啊.......................!!!!
刁......oooopppssss^^

昨天 10月14日
我做了一件事....
T.T

今日我聽到

我身邊嘅一個女子

嘅一個恐怖故事

雖然我哋唔係識咗好久

但係...今日我聽到嘅時候

我真係好驚訝

好恐怖...

[點恐怖咧...??]

你可以想像一個女子

擁有超過 5 個臉孔以上

佢可以用唔同嘅方式同臉孔

對不同嘅男人

同一時間同唔同嘅男人

共享唔同嘅生活

[雖然聽起來...有啲享受...但係...xxx]

但係對我來講...

真係冇可想像嘅變態

我會覺得

佢嘅生活好有心機

我好驚有心機嘅女人

好驚...好驚...好驚...

加上我好驚我觸摸唔到佢哋lum麥...

恐怖嘅感覺好重哦...

真嘅超出我嘅預料

我看到佢嘅大膽

佢嘅"英勇"

佢嘅一切唔人可以做到

唔人想像到

簡直就係

"人類新品種"

勁...!!!

好難觸摸
某啲想法
有啲嘢
可以換來你一生人
嘅後悔
揀擇係我最煩惱嘅嘢
因為我最近真嘅十分揀擇
無可否認
我係貪心一族
我係好遠視嘅
遠視嘅我
會睇太遠
忽略啲重要部份
忽略係我嘅短見同粗心
帶來嘅疏忽
我嘅短見係我嘅開心
我永遠帶住我嘅開心
尋找我嘅快樂
同我嘅同伴
講到呢度
有啲人會誤會嘅話
"乜嘢呀? ....你就係個個player啦...仲係度嘈x啊..."
冇嘢嘅...分享下咋....

today is 101010
[i just realize....8:45pm]
dumb...so waste
but the day looks blue for me
coz i'm sick...
coz i keep snivel in the office
make me so sanfu
then i get a half day leave
for rest [from boss...^^]

我超爱用文字描述我的心情和情绪
我最近很用力的拉了 "hand brake"...
拉了过后
心情有点差
对某些人事物
很不公平
我知道...
怎么办呢??
很懊恼
心情的复杂
心情的不安
心情很down

i need time...
i hope you understand me...
T.T:

今日我學到咗滴嘢得到...
擁有代表幸福
幸福代表美滿如果沒有...等待代表期待期待代表希望

重要嘅希望
換來永遠嘅永恆
永恆只可能係瞬間
不過真嘅可以帶來開心
換來心安

我鍾意開心
開心係我好朋友

不過開心
有時會遠離我
幾日…

能給予自己身邊嘅人
安全感
信心
幸福
溫暖
真嘅好重要

suddenly miss vacation
mayb too boring...
miss the day i outing with my lovely friends
like long time didn't shop with them d...
nowdays less shop d....
it is that shirley?? [nope...!!! she wont like that...!!!]
miss everything in my life suddenly
i know i stay in a situation
TIMELESS every moment
that's why i cant get back my previous life
i so miss everything
i really no time to complete all
i really need time
can give me some time..?? @.@...
i really need it right now...!!!
i cant be around the ppl around me and who care me
why i am so fucking busy...??
and i know my body situation now is
TIRED...!!!!
but i keep tell myself work hard when you are young...
am i correct....??
some oldies tell me...
must take care yourself
before u getting old and weak
but right now i already weak
I AM WEAKER...!!!
did anyone can help me?? no one

nowdays my mind very very confuse
i do everything
i will think too much
and consider too much
in my heart i very scare...
but i cant tell anyone
i just act i am ok in front every person
act strong
but i am not...!!!
need a counseling...!!! urgently...
helps helps helps