complicated

i start my complicated life
i dunno what am i doing???
what am i waiting???
so tuck here...
is e=really confusing me...
make me headache...
somebody tell me i should do what i wan
and make myself happy...
but sometime is not tat easy to make that...
make question in my mind...
mess up my life with those bullshit
i hate bullshit
give me time also like not enough for me
i make myself scare
i make myself screw up
all nonsense
i hate it....!!!!
i wan change my life...
but know is hard...
but what to do...
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