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每当看见 别人
就会想起自己 缺乏的
就会羡慕别人 拥有的 能有的
为何自己 不能拥有 那样的
想象的 不是自己的
想有的 不可能发生
就会羡慕别人 付出的 回报的
都是诚恳的

别人的甜蜜 我很少体会
别人的浪漫 我不从了解
别人的体贴 我不常感觉
别人的宽容 我不曾领略
那我拥有什么
那你给与什么
那我付出什么
那你了解什么

能给的浪漫 是幸福的
没得到的浪漫 是期待的
拥有了浪漫 是麻木的
在一起 是美好的
了解了 是拥有的
吵架了 是烦恼的
分手了 是伤心的
离开了 是回忆的
失去了 是期待的
那幸福呢 不见了
我要的 不在有了

你能给的 只是现在
未来呢 不见了
我想的 不可能了
我享有的 只是现在
我能有期待吗
我能等待 你的疼爱吗
你能付出 我的幸福吗

在一起 能心灵相通吗
在一起 是大家付出吗
在一起 是爱情吗
问了好多遍 答案还是遥远
时间不是距离
时间是考验
时间不是冲淡
时间是感慨

如果没有你 我是一个小花
能拥有你 是一个奇迹
没有你的出现 就没有彩色
没有一个开始 就没有幸福
给与的一切 是我们的爱
拥有的一切 是幸福的拥抱

作词：Shirley Sim

* 没有名字的词*
*茅盾的思想*

hate

did you what you doing???
you just care the game can finish anot...
just always stick with the game
did you noe what i'm thinking???
ok...you don't know
but i already talk with you
but you never care
what you care is just game
ok...now u go with the game
what for you with me???
hate you
non stop playing the play
altough you already very tired
you still want to play
you never listen what i'm talking about
you never care of me
you just tot me why i suddenly angry
is not sudden happen
just you didn't care
just go with the game
go!!!!!!!!
hate enough!!!!

i need some fresh air!!!

i already breathless
i need some rest
i need so fresh breath
i need to refresh my brain before i continue going
i need a peaceful place
i need some care
i need some time

at list give me a day of rest
can???
can i???
where is my peaceful place???
where can i find my own fresh air???
where are you???

sleepless = stressful

start from this week
I 'm sleepless and stressful
everyday i already sleep late
and already very very tired only go bed sleep
but still roll on the bed
can't sleep and can't sleep well
sleep late and wake up early
sleep few hours and wake up
my head damn pain
but still can't sleep
what happen on me???
how???
what can i do???
i need more energy to work on my final project
but i can't sleep
how to recharge my energy???
how???
now my headache
today wake up so so so early and just slept few hours
and just now i trying to have a afternoon nap
to recharge my energy
but when i lay on my bed
i can't sleep
close the eye
and keep on think many things
non stop thinking
until dreaming also dream of assignment
i'm so scare
i going crazy soon
who can help me???
i really need a help
if not before presentation day
i already become zombie and crazy

moody...=.=

suddenly form last moth until this month many things happen
especially in this month
it is a lot of serious things happen
i scare i cant stand it
i scare i lost myself
i dont like that feel
make me scare and helpless
when is the turning to good place
i dont want to stay here too long
i scare
no one know my feel
no one feel it deep as me
no one can help me
no one
i waiting my good fortune and future
now do hard for everythings
waiting and waiting
work and work
try and try
when???
where are you?
i'm waiting u crazy
faster help me...

i'm sorry

对不起...
我让你失望了
你要的答案
很快就能解答
在给多点时间吧
等你认定了
答案就在那
你也不要让我失望哦...

私がお聞きすることができます?

私はそれを要求することができます?
なぜ人々はロマンチックなことができます?
なぜ我々は行うことができます?
ロマンチックなバレンタインデーているようだ
しかし、破壊を視野に入れて
ああ本当に幸せ
は、感情を補償することが
を使用するように彼を紹介する
多くの年のと同じではありません
本当に私を再考する
本当に価値?
ことができますフォーエバー
(私は頼まれた)
本当にわからない
複雑な良い
あなたが実際には複雑さが必要
愛はまだ十分ではないシンプルな?
私にとって:"一言で,はい"
複雑にしてください
ことができます?
私はあなたを愛し
彼らについてそこまで気にしない
愛する人
本当にについてそこまで気にしないでください
すべてを楽しみたい
しかし、あなたは私の権利を有するとさせる?

あなたを愛している

sick queen

@.@
i'm sick queen
sore throat
fever
flue
ulser
headache
so many friends some visit me
and my final project hamg on half way
going crazy
damn fucking stresss
and my deadline is soon
27 march 09
wtf* so fast
layout left section haven't start
and my 3d suck...havent start too...
material haven't find
really fuck off already...
damn stress now
make me so rough!!!!!
argh!!!!!

suddenly many things happen

suddenly...
(before chinese new year)
my mum's best friend husband
get robbed and get hack
then enter hospital
then...
my grandma sick until can't walk
(when chinese new year)
chor 7...
my grandpa enter hospital
because intestinal holes and sanguinarine off
very serious...
and stay hospital already 1 week
haven't out
after that behind my house that auntie
get robbed and hack also
make my family very scare
cause to rob cases also behind my house
and so serious
so we very careful on everythings now
after that
today we get call by my dad
said that my informal grandma
heart, lung and leg swelling
very serious also
WHAT happen on my life
just early of the year so many things happen
i very scare~!!!
the life like so scary
already 1 week i go hospital visit my grandpa
until now i also sick and fever...-.-
now...
my "mama" turn
old people all in problem
so scary
i don't want!!!!
T.T
hope you'll get well soon...
=.=...take care

快毕业的心情。。。靠近。。。

快毕业的心情紧紧逼近
快不能呼吸
分离时候
也慢慢靠近
不舍得的心情
在心里挣扎
好不想离开快乐的时光
毫不舍得大家的欢乐
毕业后
大家就很快各分西东
很难相聚
也可能很快
有人结婚生子(haha..)
每个人的方向不同
走的路更不同
见的闻的听的也不一样了
成长的想法
成人的相貌
全都变了
可能有一天
在街上遇见
也不认识了
好不想这样的事会发生
希望大家能保持联络
不管到东南西北
大家还能常常联络
好吗
现在大家振作
把功课做好
美好未来
等待着我们
赶快努力做好功课
加油大家
努力
时间有限
加油加油加油

Chinese Moo~ Year (ox)

HAPPY CHINESE MOO~ YEAR (OX)
chinese new year...what do you think for chinese new year???
happening all around...
but for final student just assignment without fun...
but...!!!
we still have fun with all the gambling
all become god of gamblers

Chinese new year's eve
have a family reunion dinner
and my bf too...
after ate dinner at my house
start gambling
and play until late at the night

Chor 1...
go auntie house...
actually we planning go at the early morning
but all sleep late...haha
then when i woke up
so strange because...
first year chinese new year chor 1
no breakfast
what happen!!!!
and my mum go out with my dad so early on the morning
so...i have to cook vegetarian maggi mee
coz chor 1 must eat vegetarian
hiaz...bad
then have a shower
then went auntie house
all my cousin all there so early
and my autie force me have a lunch there
i just have my breakfast
hiaz...but still need to give face then eat lo...
after ate...gambling again
but play "tai di" with those small kids
gosh~!!!can't imagine
they all so geng man...
i lose...
then i give up after few games
can't stand...T.T
then go upstair play ps2
haha...
then at night gamble again
lose again...bad luck

chor 2...
go my mum friend house early morning
after that my bf's brother come and fetch me go eat brunch
at chui hang, jalan imbi
wah...so so many people
and wait so long while waiting dim sum
u ate from 11 something until 3afternoon
can imagine that so long
after that go my bf's house pai nian
all the relative come to his house
evening we go jack's house pai nian
then at night go watch movie (da xi shi)
erm...boring-.-

chor3...
still at my bf's house
today no one come
so boring
and all sit there fatt mou
then afternoon i went home
then go grand's house have dinner
then go home gamble again
gamble again...with my aunt
lose again...hate gambling...lose a lot

chor4...
stay at home
do assignment
omg...so hardworking...kaka
coz no place go
and my bf wont come and find me today
so do assignment lo...
at night gamble again
this few days lose rm50...gosh~~~

chor5...
morning out with my mum and friends
afternoon...stay at home fatt mou
do assignment until play facebook
too boring...
not much happen today

chor6 and chor7...
go my bf aunt house have a birthday party for the small little baby
then sit there chat with all the aunties until evening
then accompany my bf's mum go midvalley
at night have dinner at jalan ipoh
then 12a.m
jack, my bf, his bro and me
we go genting
casino!!!!!!!!!!!
haha^^so sudden
then gambling at genting casino and first world(starworld)
until early morning 7a.m.
haha...but tired o.o
then go home
sleep until 1p.m.
wake up go my bf's uncle house have a small chinese new year reunion party
we already tired until lay at the sofa
no energy
then 6 p.m go home rest for a while...
so tired this few day...
sleep se little and lose so many money...
argh!!!!!!!!!!
chinese new year so bad luck...
and my grandpa 2day emergency and go hospital
because his intestinal holes
and lost a lot of blood and faith
so worry....
grandpapa...you must take care yourself
be strong...you can make it...love u