私の第二十一歳の誕生日

第二十一歳の誕生日の人々は非常に満足しなければならないと言う
しかし、私は反対です
私は悲しいと失望o.
しかし人々は私の誕生日を覚えて
しかし、彼が私を祝っていない
もともと彼は私に来て
しかし、そこはノーだ
失望良い
悲しいに失望
伤心到哭了
これは一日中泣いているといえる
しかし私は意図を持っていない
また、サプライズが欲しい
しかし、そこはノーだ
平野は良い持っていた
やれやれ
私は本当に忘れられないよ
私が好きなことができるとされる
私は取るに足りない？
悲しいが、今も私の心の中にその足跡を残した
にやらせたい場合でも
しかし、好难とは思わない
私の第二十一誕生日に渡すなど
より活発な
本当に幸せ
何人も知っている
教えてくれる人
知識と日本語の能力をここにぶちまける
より良い幸せなあぁ!!!!
幸せをどのようにされていません
ガスは!!!
T.T
誕生日のように決して!!!

today 21st...

today is my birthday...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS. SHIRLEY SIM !!!!
swt*
can't feel any birthday mood...although is 21 years old
hiaz...i still rushing my project at home...
and i just done my 2 and half floor layout plan...so tired...
...

before and after 21 years old...

BEFORE 21 years old...
what do you wish when you are 21 years old...?
actually all sure will think i will get a lot of freedom when 21 years old...
then can do anything you like...
and go casino...yeah!!!!
then go club at those 21years old club...wooo~
be mature...
have a own car...
run away from parents...
have a 21years old birthday key from parents...(chinese traditional)
do something crazy on 21 years old...make a memory
have load of present...
have a unforgetable birthday...
have many famous branded stuffs...yeah...
i want to be lesbian...haha^^(just try la...)
make my own snoopy display house...(so childish...keke^^)
whack the people i don't like...yeah~(but i did once on secondary already...hmmm...)


AFTER 21years old...
hope to have own cars and houses...
and the house must design by me...yeah!!!
finish study diploma and degree...
success of own working careers...
travel around the world...
save more money for the future...haha^^
hope 25 years old is the successful designer...
wish coming soon 25 years old already save rm 100,000,000...kaka^^
wish my parents can stay in a comfortable environment...and stay healthy
wish my future successful
have my own interior company...woo~~...lady boss!!! wah~~
have my own shop lots...
hope my life will be stressless and nice...


Now...4 days before 21years old
hope to go oversea study degree soon...
hope to have a own car...
go travel around the world...
if can't at list one year one oversea travel...not just singapore and thailand...hope far a bit...
hehe^^
have my own house...but still need a long time...
and go casino throw my IC to the guard face that not allow me enter on last few month...henggg!!!!(but already enter once...haha^^)
but hope this time can go Macau and Las Vegas casino lo...haha^^
hope everyone in my life all happy and healthy ever ever...
cause today go visit my grandma...she sick already...become so so skinny...so pity~
hope my final end successfully...
hope have more energy and faster finish my project...
cause very tired...
wish my back bone won't pain anymore...cause over tired...
hope to have a non stress chinese new year..."but can't de la..."
hope i can get great result on final...yeah!!!
hope i can change my bad attitude away...

but anyway...just currently wat i think now...
i think i will update my mind soon...:p

OMG...

oh my gosh...
i going crazy...
@.@
yesterday i keep on dream about dogs...
a lot of dogs in my dream
especially toy poodle
wtf*...am i crazy???
keep on dream about assignment...
keep on think of assignment...
just now back from college start do assignment until now
so "semangat" lol...don't know what happen on me??
but i really need to work hard already
cause ms. pua today tell us we must present on 1st week of march
wth*...so fast
no time to breathe...so *sanfu*
next week is the last week before chinese new year already...
damn stress lol
cause we need to finish the layout plan before chinese new year
my plan darn fucking big...how to do that fast????
help!!!help!!!help!!!
my brain is breatheless...
sit in front laptop until shoulder pain argh!!!
need to put "salompas" already...[the medicine plaster for muscle pain]=especially for old people
but i'm not old....argh!!!why i always use leh...
need to drink more Essence of Chicken to enhance my energy already
cause feel so haedache now...
[make myself stressful leh...]
don't know how to reduce my stress arh!!!!
and no time to reduce too...
fuck off**
that's why i keep on write blog and scold here to reduce 20% of my stress...
at list reduce some lo...
hehe^^
oppsss...
i laugh alone here...
gosh...i serious shit do assignment until crazy already....
:p

busy>>>headache

this few days are quite busy days...
from friday...i already start do my research for my final project...
and saturday early morning wake up
i starting bake some cookies for chinese new year
that's because i'm the elderest in house
so my mum not so free and busy outing with friends
so i need to do somethings...sigh~
i bake 2 type of cookies until evening...tired~
but at list i still go do somethings on my final project...
then at night go dataran prima station one yam cha with friends until 2+a.m.
BUT ...when yamcha still bring out my assignment to do...not just yamcha tat easy...
beacuase i scare no time to finish it...
really really tired...but can't feel it when went out...
but when reach home tired and sleepy all come...
so so so tired!!!!
then sunday have a wake up...and have breakfast
after that 3.30p.m. go time square and sg. wang shopping
so so so crowed...the people all are buying chinese new year clothes
and prepare fro chinese new year too...
all buy like rob th e shop...
all push here and there
payment counter also line up so so long...
then at night me and my boyfriend have dinner near my house
we ate pappa rich ...
that shop just open near my house
and so many people recommended
so we go try...and make us disappionted...
no so delicious only...just the tea and coffee more big glass
and more choices for food...
but the environment still ok...
just the staffs there a bit brainless...
no idea about them....
all like blind or act don't know on everything...
because we sitting outdoor and no one realize us sitting there
and we call and waving our hand there
although some saw us also act can't see
so f***...
then today wake up early and i wish can start do my assignment
but!!!
my mum said want bake cookies again...
and ask me fetch her go buy some things at desa park city maxvalue jusco
so....ok lo...just go on 9.30a.m. lo...
wah...actually i tot haven't open and i can have my breakfast at there 1st...
but...they open so early...already have many people buying there...
then after that go home start bake
bake until 2+p.m.
already so tired
today also bake 2 type of cookies but just finish early a bit
so after baked cookies
i start do my final project
until just now...

so busy...
and no mood for chinese new year...
cause just think of assignment
really no mood...
ao rush for everythings...
the deadline keep on running in my brain
MARCH!!! MARCH!!! MARCH!!!

mr./ms. stresses are come to find me

i feel so so so stress...
altough just start sem6 term2 first week i already stressful
how i survive in this continue 9 weeks to end my final project
today went mr. toh class
actually i tot nothing will happen and as usually he talk nonsence
but seriously today he so serious
and ms. pua tell me next tuesday 13/1/09
must show her layout plan, egonomic, sketching of interior design, material selected, and
research for conceopt and environment...
arhgh!!!!!!!
make me faint...i can't stand it
so many to do in this few days..."but i will try my best"
just now i done my research for concept already
and while doing interior design final we also need to do furniture design final too...
argh!!!
need to choose to furniture as my final
so currently i choose information counter and bench lo...
then the chinese new year is coming soon...
for us is no chinese new year for this year
cause really many stuff have to done and rush
make me really no mood for chinese new year
and make me no mood to buy new clothes already
cause buy already also not so usefull for this year chinese new year
cause most of the time in this year chinese new year i think just stay at home
do all the project stuff...no funT.T
BEFORE CHINESE NEW YEAR COME
we need to done mostly layout plan already
and find all the materials
then in chinese new year must start 3d perspective already
i hope i got time to do id model la...at list can add more marks lo
hope la...hehe^^
then after chinese new year try to do some board mounting
wahh...my schedule so rush
cause the bad news is march first week must all in completely done...
no excueses...ok???
sigh~

i hope my laptop all very good and well-behaved lol...
cause i must all successfully done in this term no stop and excuses...
hope all go successful

so stress...@.@

cycling and picnic day

yesterday 7 jan 2009
that was a fun day for us
we went to shah alam for cycling
early morning me and marcus drive down to shah alam
is a damn far away from our house
then we reach bukit raja jusco
we though all the peole was there
but...
no one there...hiaz...
then me and marc go mc donald have a sit
and marc ate his small breakfast with HAPPY MEAL
haha...
then kae huey also come already
continue with wilson, huey yi, edward, kyren(ed's gf) and ms jowliie
hehe...
then we wait for our mr. bryan(delivery nasi lemak for our picnic)
then we go the park with two cars...
we reach there already afternoon
then we buy ticket go in and straight away rent bicycle
waoh...
so many bicycle
don't know which to choose
after choose our "ferrari"
then we have a small picnic under the tree
while we eating our leg was bite by the mosquito
ergh!!!
then we wait for marcus girlfriends and friend come
after that start our journey of cycling
yeah~~
we cycling around the jungle and hills
really make us tired
the terrible is when need to cycle up the hills
i already no energy to go up
and my "ferrari" look so hard to cycle up too...
so i need to walk with my "ferrari"
and left at the back...sigh~
almost we reach the exit part
kae huey was fall from the bicycle when go down the hill
omg~is bleeding ~
looks so so so painful~
if for me sure i cry T.T
haha...
-bro sea you must take care yourself lol-
then me and huey yi accompany kae huey walk down the hill
but he look so painful cause his toe is bleeding
luckily got 1 tram pass by
so huey yi ask the tram to fetch him down
and his bicycle left at the side
then we continue cycle out
omg~we almost lost in the jungle when go out there
then we cycle cycle...try to cycle fast
cause the park almost close...it is already 4.20p.m.
argh!!!
cycle!!!cycle!!!cycle!!!
then we saw a small little stall at the side
we can't wait already because very very trusty thirsty...
so we go to the stall buy 100plus
waoh...on that time we only feel that the energy drink was so powerful
make us more energy to continue cycling out from there
after go out from the jungle
all look so so so tired
cause we already cycle for 3 and half hours
waoh!!!can't imagine...hehe
we are superwomen and superman...
yeah!!!!
then we all go back to bukit raja jusco have our dinner
is a wierd dinner i never met...
then we go home...
so so so tired...
yesterday i was no online
casue really tired until lazy..
but it was a fun day for us...
and a experience for bro sea while cycling...lol

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繰り返しになりますが、あなたは悲しい
あなたを見つけることはありません
本当に痛い
心臓グッド
T.T
私はいつも泣く
音だけでなく泣い
私は弱い面を見ていない
...

新しい2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!!
what a new year that i never been...
is...
kin hee, jack, mr. lau and me
we go the curve celebrate new year
ok fine...that's nothing special
when we reach there alraedy 11p.m.
actaully we though can celebrate with my friends
but at the afternoon huey yi send me the msg that...CANCEL
so we also never chaneg our plan...still te curve
when reach there havent to the car park...
all the way to the stupid car park was BLOCK
hiaz...
then go in cineleisure...and stand beside laundry...
wtf** so many malay*
hiaz...no mood
somemore stand there also cant move
then finally...we can step to the curve
then we trying to find a place that can hang out and chat together
BUT...all fully booking and no place
shit* then never mind lo...finally found a place at "heaven"
so sit there lo...just sit down already 12a.m
all the ppl run out to see firework
then i stand beside and see the firework...
not bad...but really many malay*
they are crazy...keep on shout!!!
after that we plan go eat supper...
BUT...just step to the car park...all car stuck there....
cant move at all just 12.30a.m
wtf*we stuck there almost an hour...
then all already no patient to wait
so we decide park the car at the side walk out and find some food...(still in car park)
then just walk out so crowed...
argh!!!so tired already that time...
then we decide go eat mc d...
BUT mc d crowed like shit...all no line up and push here and there...
so we just walk around then still go back car park take out car
then the car park still stuckkkkkkkkkkk!!!
shit*!!!
then stuck for more then 2 hours...already 3+a.m we still in the stupid car park
then i suggest why dont we have breakfast only go home
so when we go out already very late...so we go dataran prima ate our supper+breakfast=subrea
kaka^^
then go home...finally
reach home already 4+a.m.
tired like shit
sleep striaght...no eye see...
wake up on 12p.m. then go puchong eat bak kut teh
wait mr.jack wake up and bath and traffic jam a bit reach there already 3p.m.+
then ate our brunch...
then go 101...
cause long time never go...and the surprise is...i never went before...kaka
then reach there traffic jam again and stuck again
when go up to the car park stuck there for an hour...
mr. lau angry already said "pay the parking fees then go"...so ok lo...
never step to the 1o1 then straight away go to klcc already
hiaz...
klcc still fine...not much jam just crowed...
so we shop until 9p.m+ then go kepong eat mizi steamboat...
no good...that staemboat at kepong is suck!!!
after ate mr.lau and me stomache until now...
after ate dinner go home...
i drive out to fetch my brother...
cause he work very late
what a busy 1-1-2009...

then today early morning mr.lau call me
let's go seremban...
then i follow him lo...
actually is follow him go work la...
first we go cheras then go nilai...
wah!!!!
tired...then have our brunch at sri kembangan
nice brunch...yummy~
but when go home traffic jam like hell...
cause today is friday...
malay go pray on that time when i go home...
hiaz...

conclusion
my 1-1-2009 until 2-1-2009
is BUSY like shit*!!!!
and bad luck on traffic jam...
hiaz...