sadness...

yesterday i was very stomache...and gastric...
but i also nid 2 accompany my bfgo buy presentto his lovely ex gf...
coz she going back 2 england 2 nite...

wat i'm feeling on yesterday?
sad...no mood...moody...heartbreak...
but also nid 2 act like nth...
no smile...talkless...

he noe wat i'm feeling...
but he do nth....

mayb 2 nite he will go airport wif her...
see wor...i also see lo...
hiaz...

make me already no feeling on wat they do d...

2day morning he ex will go his house and visit his mum...
idunno wat purpose...
but watever la...

yesterday nite...
my bf tellme...
tat gurl call him coz her phone lost d...
so wat 2 do...
he vey nervous...
said 1 2 find for her...
ok fine...
do wat u 1 lo...
i also no eye see d...
i juz straight away ask him...
buy a new 1 for her lo...
actly he think tat...but dunno la...
hiaz...
he actly 2day i 1 take off coz of her...
but dunno he....coz until now no phone calling me...
my decide is try 2 not find him 2 not find him 2day...
juz let him be...juz let him do wat he 1 lo...
i also do nth...

i noe u noe wat i'm feeling...
but already hurt...
so no excuses...pls