believe and having...

believe and having...
is a huge study in loving journey...
when u having...u should believe it...
but when you believe it...
you will think to much to cover somethings...
thats a hard things in my life...
i try to let you free let you go...
hope you will appreciate what i do for you...
although you didn't do any wrong...
i will cover for you...
as long i love you...
i'm stupid...i can't said is not true...
hope you know what i do what i think...
that's most important...
you know you are important...
please don't ask me...
i will always on your way on your step...
try to close to you...
hope you really appreciate...
i hope i can walk this long journey with you until i die...
but many things is in front of us...
we can't imagine what the big deal in there...
but just appreciate now...
i love you...dear...