everyday raining....
everyday think of......:(
this week is my busy week...
non stop meeting run around from k.l. to selangor...
from here to every where...
today just monday...
i already exhaust...
feel tired and no mood...
and my gastric still like cant fully recover
wth there...!!!
really not in good mood...
wanna kill you!!!
i feel the gas keep burping out
and feel so yuckssss........
hate tis feel so much...
wth i am now!!!!
i want somethings make me happy now...
please come find me...!!!
i want some happy...!!! [burpsss.......damn!!!]
i really going crazy now............
ahhhhhhhhh................over exhaust and not feeling well
will make me so damn crazy.....................


dewlization...!!!!

another shit gastric day....
after had a bad breakfast today...
and it is not full...
i had my toffe nut latte [starbucks...]
and continue have a bad gastric
I HATE GASTRIC....
why this week.mr.gastric always come find me...
but someone have a bad gastric like me....
kerlian lo.......... :) [sound so bad....hahahaha..."evil"...]
but i still hate gastric.....damn it....
i dont one gastric............
please run away from me..............!!!!

dizzy.........
today morning wake up...
i had a bad gastric...
so pain...T.T
after had my breakfast....
i faster get the medicine...then went work
the whole day work....
i was like damn pain.......
cant concertrate...
really feeling not well at all......
throat like something stuck there.....
headache...all come
all the "fans" come...
i really feel so dizzy whole day long....
right now....my headache like going to bust..........!!!
boom...!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....................
crazy ass.........
i think better sleep early.......
so suffer...
hate sick...pls dont sick

i heart my happy
i heart there is somethings beside me
i heart angel always beside me
i heart angel make me happy
i heart angel bring me happiness
i heart angel...........oxox

i hope angel always bring me to heaven :)
happy :)

1st of all i really tired on friendship things nowdays
why friends can be fragile
just a girl can coz a friendship lost and gone
i really afraid this shit happen and so sudden
will lost some friends
i really feel the scary
why not just appreciate a friendship rather then go with a bitch
i really cant unerstand
why not a guy use brain to think rather using at part to think
really brainless and useless
coz of this shit things
i really cant sleep well and i was thinking izit that fragile
just gone so...........and so scary
haizzz..........................tell me god....why will become like that...??

and

will you all think a guy can coz of a girl do something special
and because a girl he work hard earn more
let the girl life become more happiness
did anyone meet this kind of person before...??
he work hard and chase the life back
and match that girl
from nothing to everything
if have...wil you appreciate what he do...??
will you happy when you know that??

but....................if you dont like him........
he still do that...
to get back your heart....
what you do...??

and he can keep concerntrate on you every moment
he take care you as well............[kind of caring and appreciate...feel...]
but...............................

[story from someone...helping...]

nowdays...................
my single day.......
i saw many things from others...
and mess up what kind of feel is that...??
:(

feel like run around and around
run faster run run run run.................
[start crazy already.....]
i feel like run run run run.............
sweat sweat sweat!!!!
run until cant breathe................
run shirley run...!!!
dont stop................girl~!!!
feel like have a huge excersice...
make me tired...make me damn damn tired...
and sweat alot....!!!

any suggestion?

sunday i sleeping in the office......
kind of tired while play game
fall in sleep suddenly
sleep in front of the screen
hahaha^^

hmmmm....
today kind of grey...
because early in the morning i call the ass client
that pass job
i ask for fees...........he damn rude said he wont pay
coz he stop half way while the project running...
izit kind of rude and talk loud so...i dun like this feel at all
kind of bullshit to this kind of ppl...
i help you design...u wanna run with my design
somemore said i am not responsibilty...
dewsss.....i call he dont 1 pick up....my fault....fml
damn grey after that phone call..... :(
at that moment i was listening a sad songs too.....[in the car...........] kind of sad and wanna kill him
why this kind of rich ppl so rude and not respect ppl..................realy fed up on this shit..!!!
kns.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............................i wanna jump down from the roof top already
......................................................................................................................................................................
........................................................................................................................tuttttttttttsssssssssssss....
[feel like smoke........... :P can i...??]

patience
getting patience on everythings
bring in the fresh
bring in the bright
come into my mind
try my best to solve everything
in the best way and best time

每個人想要的

有好有壞

我只想要的

也只不過那麼簡單

今天好壓力

我感受到那股壓力

迎面而來

衝向我

好怕喔...

我不敢拒絕

我不敢反抗

也只能接受

挑戰

可是我快不能呼吸

還難受喔...

我很想告訴某些人

可是那是誰呢?

好像有人分擔

好像有人關懷

可是自己

卻很不領情

犯賤的我

快感覺不到

身邊的一切

快不能呼吸

快不能前進

那我該怎麼辦呢??

有誰來開導我?

今天一起床

心情變得很不好

沒有什麼特殊原因

就是很不好

不想上班

不想起床

不想面對

好幼稚

真的很不想我的作風

所以還是劝自己

趕快面對

不要浪費時間

最終我起床了

上班面對一切的工作

堆積成山

好害怕做不完

每人能幫的上忙

公司的廢柴

什麼都不做

什麼都推給我

還在那裡扮壓力

看見都討厭

不做沒關係

還在那裡看連續劇

是不是很令人討厭

還要叫你一起看

才討厭

你沒事做就走開啦...

霸著電腦

浪費支援

討厭...討厭...討厭...

很想把他毀滅...!!!

駕著車
心在亂
腦在轉

手握緊駕駛盤
淚在流

這種心情是什麼?

i feel i really involve too much

too much...too much...too much...

so sorry to said that

i should not get in this case

damn it...

i know too much d

i think is time for me to "dive in"...

i need to detached from this case

byes everyone....

time can prove everything

i trust that...^^

其實一個人的需求
只不過那麼簡單
好好的...開開心心
就好了....對不對??
開心真的那麼簡單的道嗎??
你有開心過嗎??
有多開心??
真的是開心??
什麼讓你那麼開心??
重要嗎...??

每個人只想開心

一個普通的微笑
也能帶來開心
你試過嗎?
一個簡簡單單的問候
也能開心 :)
一個簡單的動作
也是開心的來源

你嘗試過嗎?

A lovely smile can bring you a brighter day....
smile :)

every person also have their target and ideal
but if a person no ideal and no target for life
what's the diff from that...??
do you have ideal??
do you need at list a target for life??
i have many target for my life
i have my ideal for future
i am a greedy person
i sometime cause of greedy become selfish

an ideal always make you busy
without disburse
you hardly get ur ideal

i always tell myself
i love my life
i love myself
i give myself power of energy
go through what i wish
:)

今天學會了少許事情
每個人的固執
每個人的執著
都是在他們成長中學會的
每個不同成長環境
可以生出不同的人
看清了人們的奧妙
很多時候我都會在他人身上
學到不同的事故
讓我成熟而不是 "老"... :P
很多時候
我很慶幸我那麼 "老"
hahahahahaha.........
而他過我的哥哥姊姊們
讓我看見他們的幼稚
真的很無奈
有的知道自己的幼稚
可是不想去改
有的過分到連幼稚
都不會寫
太過分了....................!!!
看不下去....

我愛從別人角度
學習不同的
人事故
看清別人的心態
站在別人的角度
觸摸他人的想法
[聽起來...有點變態...]
可是這是我常在做的事
也常讓別人誤會我的
心裡在想什麼...??
因為我不再管他人的眼光
我只能活在我自己的陽光底下
讓我更自私
更不能接受一些無須的煩惱
讓煩惱永遠拋在腦後
遠離我的獨自世界
我愛我的幻想世界
我愛我的個人世界
學會愛自己
才能讓別人更愛你

today suddenly think of

may be i need a zen day

for every week

to refresh my mind

i feel my mind already stuck

i cant think clearly

i cant make a good decission

i cant manage many things

damn it...!!! FML

SO FED UP myself

like everytime lag of many things

and the brain keep turning here

turning there...

non stop think some nonsence

kill me ahhhhhhhhhh...........

i really need a rest may be

hahaha...is that an excuse??

hmmmmmmmm...........

[think...think...]

Do you know Human appearance is really important...??

Need to maintain a good appearance is pretty hard...

maintain your age...

your look...

your style...

when people meet u back after few years

they still can said you are still so young

what's the secret behind

and the confidence catch 70% of you

confidence can make a human getting to another stage

maintain your life

move on to next stage of life

get your own way to live

get your own path to stay

Just back from yumcha with my fren

just get influence somethings

and make me think back many things

remind me many previous things

and remind me the feel

tonight i learn many things

a lot of things really need to gone through

only you will know and appreciate

i hope whose the next will get my better treat ever

finally i know the best way to solve my problems

and appreciate something

and finally i know what i need

tonight i really clear my mind

thanks........^^

i know still got somethings in my mind

but the important part i already clear

the small matter

i will solve it as soon...

i dont care is hard or easy

it still need to solve

i cant aviod and ignore

...................................

when i back from yumcha

i trying to open my lappy watch some drama

the bad things is happen

my lappy can be start

it is break down again...

mayb coz today i using office pc...

i not must using it...

just use it as on9

it angry me

and dont let me start it just now

sorry lappy.......my bad

please dont go without me...............

tomorrow it will send to "hospital" for check up...

dont know the "doctor" it isnt free....??

haiz......

die...!!!

tomorrow work without lappy........

ahhhhhhhhh............killing me man...!!!