28 nov 2009 night

27 nov i tell him i wanna break up.....
he said dun1...
at the end 28 nov night...
he tell me jst break up and cool down...
i reli dunno wat he think....
he just always keep his mind...
did u think wat i am feeling???
am i hurt???

haiz....suan bah...
pass....
tonight he finally bring back his clothes....
when i talk with him...
i was showing my smiling face....
but he give me the react is -.-
haiz....i just wan him be happy....not -.-[sad]

tonight i tell myself...
i will brighten up my life^^
hope u will be happy....
laugh more....^^

today i reli reli very tired d....
feel days nv sleep well....
and i am hurt and cry....
feel lonely so....
but tonight after i talking with my two girl's fren...
i feel more comfortable....
i hope i can have a nice dream and u too....
smile^^

27 nov 08 (0200am)

我提出了分手
我知道我办不到
可是我硬着头皮说了出来
我忍着不哭
可是泪满眼眶
我忍
我的心很痛
很痛
痛得睡不着
我不想双方难过
难受...所以提出了
很对不起...

我知道我办不到的
我知道我会很难受的
我知道的
可是这样下去也不是办法的
唯有...
对不起...


痛...

冷静期

给自己时间
给别人时间

过去了
从新开始
把之前的都擦掉
别再回头过去
珍惜现在

别哭了
勇敢

事实已经是这样了
勇敢走下去

时间
时间
时间

别怕了
勇敢面对

shirley已经不在这世界上了
死了
过了

现在shirleybaby在这
别哭
别怕
勇敢面对
过了
面对现实才是最重要
不哭了

结婚季节

年尾真嘅係一个结婚季节
一直睇到各个"红炸弹" 係身边嘁出咁转
真恐怖...
都係替佢哋开心嘅
年尾新娘真嘅咁好做咩...
haha^^
我都有几摊有出席...
全部三五识七...真白痴
[我係唔鍾意应酬係人...so...都唔办法...就顶硬上啦...不过如果係自己朋友嘅...我终开心...haha...^^]


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唔知点解
我最近好矛盾
唔知自己想要什么
好似迷失自我咁
发生了之前嘅各件事
我就一直耿耿于怀
好过唔去
吞唔落去咁
真嘅好辛苦
唔想挣扎
各日终于痛哭咗一晚
依然...
看唔开...haiz~
人生啊...........
咁又何谓咧???

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昨日听到朋友讲
马来西亚真嘅会落雪
真嘅几怀疑
难道真嘅有冬天
haha^^
想起真嘅几荒谬
可能嘅....唔知几时jek嘛...
等咯......haha^^
期待^^ 呢一日嘅来临...

already november...

now already november...
can see that we already surrounding christmas decorative...
and christmas smell~
i feel that tis year's christmas is come so fast...
but inside my heart...
christmas is kind of silent night...
i like the feel of christmas romantics...
this year christmas have you been think where to go???
where to celebrate???
what to present to ur family, friends and lover???
hmmm...
no idea yet...
i waiting my present >.<
kaka!!!
i waiting surprise...:P
but i know wont happen...
but this few days weather is cold~~~
will malaysia having winter???
will malaysia snow???
haha^^ that's what i hope [in heart]
hee....i feel that now is very cold...
i enjoy the weather...
but the weather make people lazy and easily feel hungry...^^
and many people flu~
soon going to 2010...
in my heart is excited...
coz my birthday soon...:P
but...sad too...
coz i going up so fast and my stress more...
i dun want...
can i???
i hope my end year can do something special to make me remember forever...
can i???
will i???
shall i???


hopefully i can have a wonderful greatly christmas....
[i know is hard to get it...=.=]

Dating Tips: 7 Signs He's Serious About You

In that first month of dating, even the coolest guy can only play it so cool. If he's serious, he'll drop hints.

It's hard to remember the simple things that indicate he is serious about you when you're being courted, especially when his game is intoxicating, and he's saying "all the right things." So keep in mind, seriousness should not be measured by:
- The amount of money he's spending on you
- The grandeur of dates
- The frequency of dates
- The nice things he says

During the fledgling weeks of dating, if he's doing any of the following, there's a chance that he's serious:

#1. He Calls/Texts at the Right Time
It's good when a guy texts/calls any time, any day. And subject matter should range from date ideas to insignificant things like the fact that he found a $10 bill on the sidewalk on the way to work.

#2. He Wants to See You... a Lot
I'll try to see a girl as often as I can when I'm into her. Even though I'm a certified expert in the art of laziness, I overcome my desire to sleep or do nothing in those critical early moments of the relationship. My priorities change from Ramen, Wikipedia, and TV to wine bars, walks, and dinners.

#3. You Pass the Distance Test
It seems this always happens: You meet someone you like, you hang out for a few weeks, and then a holiday or business trip interrupts. So, instead of riding the momentum of the sparks, you must brave that week apart. Will things be the same afterwards? Will you communicate?
If I'm into a girl, time away intensifies my desire to communicate and I anticipate seeing her again -- and I definitely contact her while we are apart. If I'm not into her, she is easily dismissed from my thoughts when we are apart.

#4. You Stack Up Against the Things He Loves to Do
I never thought I'd see the day when guys in our Ravens football watching group would not only show up with a girl, but they'd also miss some of the game because of morning brunch. Yikes! But that's exactly what one of my friends is doing now. I would struggle to sacrifice Ravens time, but when I'm into a girl, she is on the same plane as the things I'm passionate about.

#5. He Finds a Way to Make Time for You
Some people love work, but I would be discouraged if someone worked instead of spending time with me in the first few weeks of a relationship. Even when work needs to be done, I'll find a way to get it done and see the girl. When I'm not into her, I might use the work as an excuse to avoid her.

#6. You See His Other Side
I'm a goofball. People wonder how I'll ever meet someone. They don't understand that the right girl will see the other side of me: serious, behaved, deep, thoughtful, and respectful. When I'm into a girl, I never say anything obnoxious in front of her... at least until I know she likes me. When I'm not into a girl, I'll just act like an idiot with my friends -- almost as if she isn't there.

#7. You Have Down Time Together
If I'm into her, the time we spend just hanging out is the best -- I imagine sun-drenched mornings lying in bed, making breakfast, enjoying "Saved by The Bell" episodes together, and other low-key moments. But if I'm not into a girl, I'll leave her place, or "encourage" her to leave my place instead of hanging out.

Unfortunately, some guys can pull off all of the above without being serious. But usually, a guy who is not serious will not put forth so much effort. Sometimes, in our zeal to find companionship, we forget the simple things, and we convince ourselves that, even though we aren't getting much of someone's time, they are into us. We deserve a relationship with mutual effort that is not simply being used as a means to an end. It's simply about enjoying each other's company.

emo-ing....=.=

today i feel i am so emo-ing...
thinking too much...
mayb i am too free....
many things in my mind....
cant said out...
no one can let me tell...
tats why no one know what i am thinking...
haiz....
dunno why???
what am i doing now...
feel so stupid...
emo....feel....make me suffer...
is killing right now...
pissed off....
Arrggghhhh.............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feel wanna run out from here...
i need a corner...
T.T

boring saturday

boring....
so.....................................
at the end i accompany my mum go to jusco metro prima kepong...
for what??!!!!


u see????!!!

do you know who is she???
who is she???!!!

omg~

why she post .v. on here???
she is..........????


Bernice.....~~
she show the poster and sign her signature to me...
haha....
special angel....



gosh~sweet smile~



do you know who take all this close photo with Bernice???

i think all the camera man also dun have the good chance to take this close of photo...[sombong~]

haha.........

is the litthe boy at my house...

he run in front bernice and ask her do .v.

haha...and she also follow what he comman...haha...

cant imagine...

bernice just follow what he said...summore present him a signature poster...

kaka....

do you know the little boy how old??

he just 3 years old...

he hold the camera and take photo of bernice while she arrive until end...