寂寞...

每个人都认为
我唔会寂寞
点解我就偏偏嘅係每个夜晚感到寂寞
寂寞到我觉得好可怕
佢放工我番觉
连遇见都是奇迹
虽然同屋不过都係一样嘅
大家嘅空间都好大
都唔知佢记得我冇
好癐啦...
冇力...
冇助...
好傻...
你成日问我:
係唔係挂住你??
你认为呢??

我好惊你答应我嘅事
因为你成日都
开空投支票
我已经唔会相信咗
心淡...
[正如我饿死你都没出现]

伤痛永远难痊愈
你明冇??
因为太深

今晚嘅的夜深
好寂寞
好清静
好冷

好想有个安全地方
靠一靠
可惜佢唔係
................................
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T.T

永远解决不了的问题
仍然还在
这只会令大家辛苦
放弃一直在我脑海里旋转
那晚
他坐在我面前
我觉得他好遥远
我感觉不到他
可能他给于别人的太多
很痛苦...
心疼自己的傻
心疼自己的笨
心疼自己的无知
好傻...
好痛...
对不起...

my weekend...T.T

LAST TIME i am a crazy shopaholic....
every week or weekend i sure must go shopping....
BUT...now....
i seldom shop already...
1st....since my company happen so many things....
and make me damn poor now....
i no more money to shop....
2nd....since this month....
he start working every day although weekend....
non stop....
left me alone....at home...
fatt-mou....

but since so many things happen on me...
and so serious shit....
so i wont be that crazy any more...
cause i start know how to appreciate everythings...
i know how poor how to survive...
how sad....how to live...

and i wont let the same things happen on me any more...
i hate it...
i dunno how bad how unlucky for my this whole year....
i dun want thsi things continue any more....
i dun wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heart damn annoying....

keep thinking of everything
everythings are damn annoying me
and what he give me is
impatient..
dun have time to talk...
no time discuss...
when just talk he go crazy on me...
every people also have theirself annoying things...
is not just you...
what you give and do to me is...
impatient...
i talk soft u shout loud....
what to talk....
nothing to talk....
what in your heart...
i wont know...if you never told me...
what i want you never know....
cause i no time tell you...
feel wanna cry...
no one care
no one know
T.T

damn it...

early morning i already feeling fuck off....
i already talk with my idiot ex-boss...
he show us his ass. hole's face...
and acting fucking polite face...
but can feel that is voice is damn mm song...
when i saw his ass hole's face...
i feel wanna slap his ass's face...
what he mention is what also he dunno....
what also he not sure....
so did u think....
as a boss...
u dunno what happen about the company...
what do u think???
as he mention to me....
he said he dunno when i dismiss...
what the fucking reason he tell me...
fuck off....
feel fustrated....
both boss also in a messy situation...
my feeling already lead me to the end....
it lead me just end of this month....
i feel damn farn now....
i feel i wanna kill their family....
burn their house and company...
bang their cars....
slap their ass hole's face...
curse them until they never reborn...
if not just harm for the world and human....

anyone saw this page....and text
PLEASE DONT GO WORK FOR DESIGNEDGE (M) SDN BHD.
it is harmful company...BEWARE yourself
they owe stuffs money without pay them since june....
if got brain also know....and think....
how the stuffs survive....
without salary....

i am one of the stuffs....
have involve in this case....
it is suffer for me since june...
u cant imagine....
just left few ringgit in ur pocket....
and ur bank is RM 0.00...
what do you think....
if this is you...
and although we already go labour office make report....
and they still working slow....
and what we get is nothing....
is empty....
what do you think????
now one can help you....
no one know the true in this company....
what they cheat us is what they did to us....

keep in touch again....

yesterday i pcik a call from my brother in the office
he tell got 1 friend call me through the house phone number
i was wondering who is that....
and she ask:" 请问月邑在吗?"
i wan wondering again...
who.......???!!!!
no idea....
cause my friends seldom call my chinese name....
and my bro ask her....
who is she???
she said 晓玉...
wah.....晓玉
she is my primary school friend
since form 2 or 3 we already lost contact.....
already almost 6 years we never meet each other...
i wan surprise she find me...

and yesterday i also keep in touch with my secondary school friends
with so call "best friends" on that time....
2 "best friends" + me = 3 person
in my secondary life .....
i have both of them as my playfellow
that time we always crazy together....
we go shopping together
we go travel as well
but since we graduated from secondary
we are seldom meet each other
specially me
coz i study at pj
and they working
bt both of them still keep in touch
just me seldom
coz i need rush my every term and semester
but i sms with them last night
and this friday night we plan to meet up
but for me....mayb they dun have any big change
but myself....i know i am
coz many people said cant recognize me
and said me fat already...hurt** T.T

INTRODUCE
my secondary "best friends"
SHIN YING AND SOO PEI
i known shin ying since form 1
we study in the same class
and that time is a person who very easy angry
every time we went out she sure get angry
and go home alone...funny**
and form 2 we different class
cause we have a big difference in result
but every break time
we still will find each other
start at form 2....
shin ying with soo pei and me argue
cause shin ying always get angry easily and like to scold people
cause she is the only daughther in her family
so she think every people will be patient with her disadvantage
form there soo pei and me never talk to her.....
form 3 just left me and soo pei....
form 4 finally we get in the same class with shin ying
but that time both of us also treat her not that friendly
but she sms us tell us
she already change
please be friend with her
after she sms us few month
finally we get back as friend with shin ying
from there we get together as "best friends" again....
we same class until form 5....
we study together....
play together....
shin ying always come my house....after school
cause we same tuition center
and we go tuition togther....
after form 5....
shin ying go learn p licience with me
but she failed in the first stage "undang"
so at the end i go course by myself...
after that case....
we lost contact already.......................
but 1 year still sms few time....sad**
that time we also have our relationship
and we getting to different stage and career....

and soo pei...
i known her since my primary school friend standard 6
we same class since standard 6
but standard 6 we never talk
cause i am taller so i have to sit at the back row
and she is tiny
so she have to sit in front
and that time i am inspector
so my break time is early then normal student
so we seldom meet although same class
that time i also join many competition like basketball, volleyball, art and etc.
so i am a busy kid on that time.
and the terrible is she stay nearby my house
and i never realize....
when i know she get into same secondary school with me
on that time i only start talk to her
and we go school together since form 1 to form 5
form 3 i different class with her....
but we still friend
after that form 4 we finally get back same class
haha^^
since form 4 we getting bads
we start doing some bad things
like whack classmate
run from school
skip class
skip school
skip tuition
and she get in relationship since form2
at form 5 she already in relationship almost 8 time
can said that is puppy love
but that time i am stupid
i dun dare to get in relationship
1st i scare my parents scold
2nd that time i just wanna study
3nd that time i am busy too....
i always involve in art competition
and i was jealous her so happy with her relationship
so begining of form5 she introduce a guy for me
he is my currently boyfriend...
is very thanks to her.....
after our secondary graduated
we still in touch
is more then me and shin ying
cause she work at the kindergarden beside my house there...
so we still will me every morning for almost 1 year
but after that she change her job to others place
and we lost contact already
but is happy yesterdat she call me and chat for a while


hope this friday night is a happy and fun day for us....
excited to meet you all....
hehe^^

boring weekend again...>.<

damn damn damn boring day....
cause i slept late....
so i nv follow mr. lau go work....
haizzzz....
so left me at home.....
nothing to do....
soooooo................................
blogging....
my weekend goes bored and bored....
nothing special....
nothing to do....
what can i do???!!!!
how to make the weekend more interesting....
currently i just feel working only can fill up my boring time....
i wanna fatt-mou d....
i cant enjoy my weekend anymore....
please help me....
anyone????!!!!

好无奈

好无力

好难过

穷

希望现在是我一生人最穷的一个时候
希望过了这个穷的时段
就是我发光发热的时候
我不想再穷下去了
好难过哦...
我从来没有那么穷过
好辛苦哦...
希望这是我人生最低潮
过了这个低潮
我要再见到高峰
我要往上爬
可是永远记得我这段辛苦
给自己鼓励
永远不会忘记现在的低潮
我不想再辛苦下去了
好想哭哦...
好想有个依靠

可是我不会放弃

希望我的努力和辛苦
能换来永远的幸福和快乐

加油吧...

mooncake, lantern and mid-autumn FESTIVAL???

mooncake, lantern and mid-autumn FESTIVAL???
which correct??
[all correct all same...]


The Moon festival (also called the Mooncake or Mid-Autumn festival) falls on October 3rd in the year 2009. What is the Moon festival? Every year on the fifteenth day of the eighth month of the lunar calendar, when the moon is at its maximum brightness for the entire year, the Chinese celebrate "zhong qiu jie."
Children are told the story of the moon fairy living in a crystal palace, who comes out to dance on the moon's shadowed surface. The legend surrounding the "lady living in the moon" dates back to ancient times, to a day when ten suns appeared at once in the sky. The Emperor ordered a famous archer to shoot down the nine extra suns. Once the task was accomplished, Goddess of Western Heaven rewarded the archer with a pill that would make him immortal. However, his wife found the pill, took it, and was banished to the moon as a result. Legend says that her beauty is greatest on the day of the Moon festival.

THE MOON PRINCESS
The Moon PrincessThe story is set around the Tang Dynasty (circa 618 AD). It is said that the Earth once had 10 Suns circling around it, and each took turns illuminating the Earth. However, one day, all 10 Suns appeared together and naturally, the Earth got too hot.Into the picture comes a tyrannical archer Hou Yi, who succeeds in shooting down nien of the Suns with his bow and arrow.He then steals the elixir of life from the Goddess of Western Heaven but his wife, Chang Er, drinks it in a bid to save the world from her husband. After drinking it, she is seen floating away to the Moon. Hou Yi is unable to shoot down the Moon due to his love for his wife. It is said the Chang Er can be seen at her most beautiful on the night of the brightest harvest moon, which is the 15th day of the eighth lunar month.

THE RABBIT
The RabbitIn this famous legend, three fairies transformed themselves into poor old men and begged for alms from a fox, a monkey and a rabbit. The fox and monkey shared what they had but the rabbit, who had nothing, willingly offered his own flesh. He then proceeded to jump into the fire to roast himself. The old men were so touched, they restored the rabbit and let him live in the Moon Palace where he is now known to as the Jade Rabbit.



The MooncakeThe origin of Mid-Autumn Festival dates back many centuries, in ancient China. Through the passage of time, many colourful tales about the origin have evolved. One popular legend, passed down from grandmothers to children and retold each year, evolves around the overthrow of the Mongol rulers in China.

I remember....when we are small got 1 nursery song.....

name " yue liang yuan ".

did anyone remember...

月亮圆

月亮圆 月亮圆

月亮照在我的家

没有春夏秋冬的家

没有流传千年

月亮圆
月亮圆 月亮圆
月亮照在我的家

没有春夏秋冬的家
没有流传千年

现在的孩子不相信

月亮有小白兔

功课与电脑

使他们不再听

古老的神话

当高楼大厦

遮挡了古老的月亮

就趁这个季节

让你的孩子知道

古老的神话

源自何方

月亮圆 月亮圆
月亮照在我的家

没有春夏秋冬的家没有流传千年

中秋节快乐~