T.T sorry everyone i am bad in manage
all is my fault
i think i should disappear from now on...
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sorry...

the face when i am over stress...

headache + faint

shit ever....load of jobs waiting me

tones of problems waiting me to solve

wth the bad news is from now on i dun have any of day...

until march...wtf @$!%$&

Happy valentine's day to everyone...

heart everyone so much...

tomorrow gonna be another fucking busy day...

ahhhhhhhh...i hate it...!!!

anyone come rescue me from the prison...

furk...!!!

tomorrow goin to be valentine's day...
everyone any plan??
prepare anything......
wahahahaha...i am not
i feel i gonna be at home play my own finger this year
sound lonely but feel great!!
sound like so dew...

ytd meet up with a friend that just broke up
but beside him
is another lady
what you think??
i think u have a same tot like me....
is his new gf...[it is....]
he changed a lot after the previous case
he learn to be protect and learn to be play
but he finding his true love
[do you feel i helping him...by the other side...i feel i am too...]
but ytd i saw a great scene i never see him do before
he holding the girl tightly and hug the girl tenderly
i feel he really fall in this
previous i really din even see he do that way
he previously is damn fucking passive person
but ytd he is different
looks great...hope he really take it serious this time

by the way...i know his ex which is just broke up....
she is in unusual mood
and keep sturborn in her own mind and world
cant even listen my words in...
she is pity shit also...
coz she believe him and she dont even think he will do this way
i told her few time already...
but she think i am wrong and she believe her own tot...
ok....if so...i cant do anything so...
wish her luck then....

i dont think in a relationship there will be whose wrong and bad...
just the both way comes....take it
believe is not wrong...
but sturborn believe is serious shit wrong
will get more hurt at the end
i trust that...!!!

女人的放肆
男人的仲容
是現代化的文化
女人利用手段得到
男人利用金錢得到
是現代化的規律
女人的聆聽
男人的心事
是現代化的形式
調整了一些多餘的
變成了一些不同的

i lost my way of step
i lost myself
please hold me tight!!
i am scare...
where am i right now?!
i cant see anything in front of me...
i cant see you...
i cant hold you...
i cant feel you...
i cant smell you right in this moment...
i am scare...!!!
i am lost...!!!
bring me back..!!!
bring me back my way...
bring me back my path...
i am out of the path...very scare...
please hold me tight...
hug me tight...
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never ever left me behind in the dark....T.T
i scare the empty box of dark...
where am i...!!!
T.T

i just know that i like to be alone....:)
alone is better than nothing....
i like it so much....
let me alone please~~!!!
silent night is best....
i love it!!!

since the 1st day of work...i already damn damn damn damn busy until today....everyday suppose i start work at 11am...but 9am sure some one or contractor call me.....ask me go site work...why me??!! i hate it so much......
everyday no time breakfats no time lunch...everyday in bad mood and angry every morning...rush every morning to site or office....always me....
today i am damn not feeling well....
i am tummy pain and headache....
but i still have to work...someone at home relaxing said he is sick...but i still in office alone work work work....
damn unbalance and angry...!!!!

i feel like crying in office now....T.T
damn angry and sad.....work die me is best ever...........!!!!

i am i ahev to work tomorrow?? i dont think tomorrow i am off day too...

2011 chinese new year

this year chinese new year
i can use two words to describe it
"扑街"
the best ever...
nin 28 give mum money for cny
[got to.....what to do~~~]
nin 29 i spend rm160 for cash wash and polish....damn it!!!
[polish away all the scratches....and dirt...:(]
nin 30 give some money to grandparents......
[respect oldies maaa....]
then nin chor 2 spend rm 200+ for my diana f+ flash....dewness!!!
[mayb shud not so chong dong...]
nin chor 5 spend rm 200+ for car tyre coz tyre puncture....nia seng!!!
[hak zai douuuu....max!!!]
gone gone gone.....
this month i got to eat shit d....
need pay insurance and car loan....dewnesss ever!!!
why why....see see calender...
just 8 feb jek.....still 20 days to go.....for this month
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................................
kill me bah la....dun wait la.....
i spend all the money d....why why why!!!
why cny so damn shit for me~~~~
i hate uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....!!!