end of july...31 july d...

2day is 31 july d...
1 day pass 1 day...
my intern pass 1 and half month d...
learn so many...
left 1 and half month 2 go...
feel fast...
the 1 and half month left...
dunno wat will happen...
everyday thinking of my friends...
kaka...
dunno they do wat in the office...
miss them...
long time no see them d...

i will end my intern on 15 july soon...
after tat...hope 2 have a nice and fun trip wif my friends...
go where leh????
kaka...
some of them will end on 11 july...
coz they start early then me...
some 2 bad...nid 2 end on end sept...
hiaz...

why all so sad?

moody...

bad mood....
in tis week...my mood damn bad...
and damn stick 2 my bf...
but he also not free...
like 2day sunday he also nid 2 work...
no time accompany me...
i noe work is important...
can u pls take care yourself...
last nite...u said u go celebrate birthday wif ur fd...
u said ur fd birthday...
actly i tot i can accompany u go...
hiaz...
but u go home late after work...
and u din ask me wheather did i wan 2 follow...
so i also din mantion i 1 go wif u...
then u said after celebration u will come fetch me up...
but i wait so late d...
u also no come...
tat moment i already feel u wont come...
when my dad close the door d...
u onli ask me...wat shud i said
sure said dun 1 d lo...
hiaz...
then u go pub wif fd...
hiaz...
wat my feeling...
u noe i stick...
but no time stick...
tat feeling is weird u noe...
i dun 1 u so tired tats y i dun u come find me d...
i keep on cheat 2 myself...
feel loneliness...
feel sad...
i scare lonely...
T.T

ACCIDENT....

saturday nite...
i fucking unlucky...
have a big accident happen on my life...
the car swing and drift 360' on the road...
and bang a same brand car...
after tat the car turn to the other side and bang in the brushes...

on the turning moment...
my face was no emotion...
feel nothing...
the whole brain empty...
no feel...

juz can heard tat "bang""bang""bang"....
and blur...
after the banging...

my bf walk down and see...
he look nothing ...when he wants 2 go down frm the car...
the door cant open...
then he out frm the window...
he damn cold down...
for me..
i very very scare...
and juz st inside the car...
no one call me...
i just sit there...
do nth...
i feel my head very pain and blur...
when my bf call me down frm the car...
i cant stand...
coz i feel very blur and pain...
coz my head knocked 2 the door when the car turn 2 the other side...

when the accident jus happen my bf and his fd have a big arguement wif the stupid ppl...
dunno who...
coz i feel blur tat time so i juz stand a side...and stone...

after tat my bf's fd sent me 2 the clinic nearest...
and have a checked...
but the dr. call me go hospital...
coz look serious...
so my bf's bro fetch me go hospital selayang...
but when reach there...
many ppl accident waiting at there...
we wait few hours but still havent reach my turn...
so i call them fetch me home...
coz feel not well...

after went home...
i cant sleep...
keep on thinking wat had happen...

the next day my bf go report at police station...
then come fetch me go for x-ray...
but sunday no 1 work...so nid 2 wait until monday...

monday morning i o 4 checking and x-ray...
when checking the dr said i no nid x-ray coz he already checked my ear no bleeding...
and i no blur any more...
and no vomite...
so can go home...
and call me next day onli check another time...

tis accident was sudden and no one wrongs...
really sudden...
the car juz turn 360'...
very scary...

i dun wan any more...