early morning of the sunday
feeling damn emo
just wake up then get scold by dad
iiissshhh...................
is noy my fault also...but have to get scold
wat the #@$%^%&^%
so angry....
sunday at home...
i have to continue my office work
holidays like no holidays
sien....work work work....non stop
feeling to run out from here....
but still got work waiting me to complete it
and that fello i long time no see him
he also never give me a call
haiz.....
what we want?
what we need?
what are we??
haiz....nonsence question again....sienzzz
haiz....suen la...continue back my work...
byesss..................boring T.T

同自己讲:

只要开心唛都得

鍾意咩就买咩

鍾意去边就去边

鍾意癫就癫

鍾意废就废

gum埋几开心

嘻嘻嘻...

只要我开心

就得了

懒得理其他人

我行我素

yea~~

peace^^

many people ask me be patient
ask me give time
erm....
izit this is the correct way
but.....
currently nothing hurting me
if he left there also nothing
take it away also nothing
cause there is nothing for me
but what i care
i damn care
i scare i hurting people heart
i scare i do wrong decision
i scare i am the bad person
haiz......wtf
all nonsense coming out in my mind
i cant really tell everyone my feeling
so deep feel of sadness
sad of..............what???
no reason sad???
haiz....
why i drop my tears last night???
so stupid....
but just drop 1 tears...
for no reason
just feel it deep
am i suffering myself
many people tell :
" yes...you are..."
but i really confusing my own
mess up my mind
think of many nonsenses
feel so crazy...=.=
hard to tell out my feeling now....
complicated!!!!
killing me...
T.T"