Wednesday, September 23, 2009

surprises all around me~....
am i lucky or bad luck???
happen many things round and round...
some hard to face
some is surprise secret...
i am like a surprise and secret box
we cant imagine or guess what happen inside
just when the things happen we only know...
[when the boat reach the bridge only we know the future]
dunno bad or good....
someone said you never try never know....
for me.....
some is cant try.....
may be i not dare to try...
may be i scare to try...
can said i am timid....

wah....in this year....
many people get married around me
friends....cousins..................
if i seriously count...
until this end of year...
may be will be 8 wedding i need to attend....
erm...
so many....T.T
all is red boom.... :P

this sat is joyce darling 21st birthday leh....
and tat day also my cousin wedding....
may be both also i will attend...
darling....i will try my best to attend ur birthday par....ok???
no worry...
i am happy also...cause mf mama will attend joyce darling birthday too~~
long time no see her....
cant wait to meet her also....hehe^^
mf ....you must take care ya...
sure your little pretty same as you...
pretty**
hehe^^
this week is full of schedule....

4 days holidays....!!!???

what to do!!!????
erm.....
eyey...............

saturday...19 sept 09...[rain]
wake up on 9am+
help my mum dye hair
and have my brunch at the afternoon
the half day like shit.....
nth to do........
play facebook until night
11pm+
go genting with mr. lau freindsssss..........


sunday...20 sept 09...[windy]
12am+ reach genting
less people
check-in hotel
then sit at starbuck
have my chocolate chips frapucinno
until 2am+
waoh.....................
Lamborghini team reach....
cool man....
all the people there look at them without click eye...
3am+ go back hotel watch stupid tv and sleep
the weather cool like shit....
8am+ woke up
stand beside the window and look out
the people at there like mountain and ants....
so many people at there....
soooooooooooooooooo
i go back sleep again
coz no chance to enter theme park already
although i enter also cant play
no choice....back to sleep
until 11am+
take my bath
and watch cartoon in the hotel
wait them wake up and take bath
already 1pm
go out have our brunch
walk to first world indoor
all the hman like ants
walk also need to push
haiz....
i wondering all the people still can take photo
haiz.....
all the restaurant also full of people
no choice
have to eat fast food again
PIZZA....
after ate the brunch walk around
3pm+ go back to k.l.
after that we go pavillion
actually we have to meet our friends at there
but.....they give us aeroplane..........................................
when we reach pavillion car park
they call and said change location to cheras old town....
after old town we go leisure mall fetch our friends
the first time i go leisure mall
erm....no feelllllllll
then we have our dinner at sri kembangan
after dinner
we go second round at dataran prima, pj [original kayu]
today are very tired
reach home 1am+ i slept already

monday...21 sept 09...[cloudy]
when i woke up already 10am+
mr. lau's mum already cook us breakfast
after breakfast...
his friendsss call again
ask us go PAVILLION....
AGAIN..........................!!!!!
after pavillion we walk to sg. wang
after sg. wang already 6pm+
we need to rush back rawang
coz we have to dinner with mr. lau's family
after dinner 10pm
we go back pj 记得吃 eat desert with mr. lau's friendsss
after desert
we go 1U neway sing k
ntil 4am+ in the morning

tuesday...22 sept 09...[sunny]
5am+ reach home
slept....~
woke up at 12 pm
today is mr. lau's nephew birthday
in the evening we go 1U with his family
at night we go kota damansara yumcha
12am+ go home..........
sleep on 2am+
tired.....................................

today i feel sleepy........Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~~~~
my holidaysss..........................

Friday, September 18, 2009

冰冷

今天的空气好冰冷哦...
看着他对我的不耐烦
看着他对我的不理不睬
感觉好寂寞
他已经累了
可是他
仍然坐着那儿
等待她的信息和电话
看了好心疼
可是我不能表露我的心疼
我只能坐在一旁
听我的歌
玩我的电脑
他也没理会我
也没发觉我的存在
好没存在感
好难过
他烦恼她要走了
他烦恼她会不会忘记他
他担心她
他爱护她
这我一切都放在眼里
只是他没发现
这几天的我
回到家
都好没胃口
都少吃了
他没发现
因为我在他世界里
变成了"烦"
这个字熟悉的
这是他常形容我的
低落的心情
感觉好无奈
做什么都好不对劲的
好不舒服哦...
他越是躲避
我越想知道
他们隐藏着什么
可能不是我想象的
只是不想再被骗
被骗的感觉不好受
我不知道他们要怎样???
不想猜测
也无法猜测
让他去吧..........................................