working for charity...

no salary yet...
still waiting...
waiting the money
waiting the cheque
everyone is waiting
when can we get the salary...
they said next week...
so many next week already
we already wait until frustrated
already wont have any hope on it already
but we still working here
no choice...
coz we work for charity
coz we pity our mr. P
and we have to work for it
but the MS. A and MR. Y [someone will get what i mean here...]
they are bad...until we all hate them
all the action they did will wait the god punish them
as mr. P said if god wont punish on them now...
but the children will get it suffer...
so we just watch the future
sometime really dunno who bad and who good
so we just do our best employee

now is 11 june
havent get the salary...
last month also half and month get salary...
so for you all...
if this happen to you all...
will you still work here...??
will you still suffer here...
and work for charity [ azra trade mark]
anyone can answer me??

what happen to me???

yesterday i only realize my face
grow up so many acnes...
ish~~
especially my chin below my lips...
people said if acne grow there means liver
not function good...
omg!!! am i?
saturday i meet my bf
he suddenly ask me:
"you having a good life in this few week, izit?"
[coz he long time never meet me]
i also wondering why he said that...
then he tell me:
" you look fat huh???!!!"
omg!!!! am i?
i din realize lol...
but he look more skinny already...
after he sick for 2 weeks...
am i getting fat and more fat???
omg~!!!
i cant take what he tell me...
i dun 1 get fat again...
so i need diet again...
hiaz...now i more harder...
coz no working
after lunch then sit back my place start work again...
sure fat la...
hiaz...how???
although hardworking do some sport activities...
i really dun wan fat ah!!!!!
and dun 1 acne grow on my face...
start have some plan d...
i dun 1 be ugly...!!!!

距离远了[发泄版]

我们之间
拉远了距离
通电话时间没了
见面时间更少了
吵架也没有了
因为根本没机会了
甚至想问候
信息了
也没回应
有人告诉我
成功男人背后会有个小女人
我能吗？
那人说：
他在忙事业
我们能守在他的背后
他才会珍惜我们
[真的吗?]
他真地会这样想吗？
甚至我能做到吗?
都是个问题...
感觉好像被遗弃
感觉好孤独
我时常娱乐自己
到最后感觉好白痴
快感觉不到你
可能很快遗忘你
或者就快遗忘你
遗忘你的模样
遗忘你的体贴
遗忘你的体温
遗忘你的感觉
好可怕哦...
为什么我要过着这样的生活？
为什么我要忍耐?
为什么你不了解?
为什么你总不理会?
你忍心吗?
你对我的重要慢慢减少
因为我学会独立
没有你我依然活得很快乐
因为我还有朋友
假期你不能陪我
我不能见你
连一个信息
一个电话问候
都没有...
你还记得我的存在吗？
你的心还有我吗?
当我信息问你...
你说我很烦...
现在我学会了
不闻不问
感觉好孤单
孤独住进了我的心里
不再哭了
因为我心痛了
也没感觉了
现在剩下了
想念的心
痛苦...T.T
突然涌进了
一股心痛...