is the time to find job???

this few days
i was very trouble
because i saw many of my coursemates alraedy find job or already interview or finding job already...
but...
for me i havent start any action on my career...
i don't where should i start...
i don't know what career should i go in...
i like lost myself in the interior design career...
am i not comfidence to myself
or i lazy?
or what happen on me???
where is my energy???
this is not my style
i always work fast
where am i now???
i really hope after i come back from penang i can start to find work
and work hard for my life
is no more college life for me...
but i have the other heart...
it is i want to go Melbourne...
study my degree...
but i don't know how????
money problem and many small tiny problems is come with me
when i start to think this things...
but i really hope to get my degree
and in the future i really hope to have my own company with art teaching class and art shop and if can i have my own cafe too (name: cincai) haha!!!...[what a big dream]
this is my dream...
but i don't know can i make it come true to this world...
i hope my dream is not a dream
it will come true to me...
i must add oil and fight for my dream...

どのような人がいる?

私が最後にどのような人?
私は頻繁に重複するのを自問自答して
変更されているため、人々と思う
また、私が知っているものに変更したい?
する前に、あなたが本当に好きではない?
のと同じではありませんしてください
どれだけ変更されています?
の変更は、良くも悪くも?
誰か教えてもらえます良い?
私は小さなガスはありますか?
私の怒りは非常吗ている?
私が面倒?
というような本当に気にしない?
特に、あなたは
あなたに転用される私の約束
しかし、ないです
私はあなたが疲れていると思う
彼女とは一緒にする前に、
本当に邪魔しないと、それを簡単に?
この場合は、
私は非常に申し訳なく思って!!!
私は持っていない彼女の良い...

finally!!!!

finally we end for our diploma interior course...
yesterday is the last day we in the college...
the feeling at the morning is nervous...
at first me and marc tot we are the middle person who present
after the accessor MR. LAI (AXIS director) come...
marc change to be the first presentor...
second huey yi...continue with me...and joyce and bro sea
wah....first time i be so fornt presentor...
the nervous is make me feel my brain is numb
and the feeling is "no feel at all"
so scary...
ok...my turn to present...
omg!!!i forgot every things 2 talk
and i forgot my hand still holding some small cards
but i never see at all
what a stupid lady(me)
haha^^
but at last i also done already...
all my coursemate is awsome!!!
so great in the presentation...
i miss you all!!!!
after presentation and critic section...
is already 4 pm
at first we planing go sing k
but many ppl dun 1
and we reach there d
joyce and huey yi only said never bring student id
so cant sing already
hiaz...so sad lo
then suen lo
we go shopping at mid valley
and have a small tea break at "lou you guai guai"(LG floor)
then start we lepak around there
then we go play BOWLING
what a good idea form wilson
haha^^
after bowling is already 7 somethings
so wilson need to go fetch his gf and edward and mf also following back find him
so left me, huey yi, joyce darling and bro sea
left four of us...
then we go SHOPPING!!!!
haha^^
after shop until our leg almost break...
then we go MADAM KWAN...makan!!!
yeah!!!!
so delicious and fulllll~~~
then after makan and chit-chat at there
already 9 somethings
so we deide to home rest...
cause already every tired...
my last day at college...
the feeling is not happy at all...
and have a bit sad too...
hey dude...please faster decide where we go for our trip?