i need some fresh air!!!

i already breathless
i need some rest
i need so fresh breath
i need to refresh my brain before i continue going
i need a peaceful place
i need some care
i need some time

at list give me a day of rest
can???
can i???
where is my peaceful place???
where can i find my own fresh air???
where are you???

sleepless = stressful

start from this week
I 'm sleepless and stressful
everyday i already sleep late
and already very very tired only go bed sleep
but still roll on the bed
can't sleep and can't sleep well
sleep late and wake up early
sleep few hours and wake up
my head damn pain
but still can't sleep
what happen on me???
how???
what can i do???
i need more energy to work on my final project
but i can't sleep
how to recharge my energy???
how???
now my headache
today wake up so so so early and just slept few hours
and just now i trying to have a afternoon nap
to recharge my energy
but when i lay on my bed
i can't sleep
close the eye
and keep on think many things
non stop thinking
until dreaming also dream of assignment
i'm so scare
i going crazy soon
who can help me???
i really need a help
if not before presentation day
i already become zombie and crazy

moody...=.=

suddenly form last moth until this month many things happen
especially in this month
it is a lot of serious things happen
i scare i cant stand it
i scare i lost myself
i dont like that feel
make me scare and helpless
when is the turning to good place
i dont want to stay here too long
i scare
no one know my feel
no one feel it deep as me
no one can help me
no one
i waiting my good fortune and future
now do hard for everythings
waiting and waiting
work and work
try and try
when???
where are you?
i'm waiting u crazy
faster help me...