choose of life...

in the life...have many things we should choose...
should choose a right lover...
should choose a good job...
should choose a good and wonderful life...
should choose a great boss...
should choose a best time to talk...
should choose a best husband...that is different to lover...husband need to choose more detail than lover...husband is for whole life...
should choose a great car...
should choose a great food...
should choose a nice dress, clothes, pants...etc...
should choose a great style that suit you...
must have all the best in our life...
but which is the prefect for your whole life...
no one prefect...
so whatever also will have some bad in our life...
we just need to choose...not the best just the better or good...

believe and having...

believe and having...
is a huge study in loving journey...
when u having...u should believe it...
but when you believe it...
you will think to much to cover somethings...
thats a hard things in my life...
i try to let you free let you go...
hope you will appreciate what i do for you...
although you didn't do any wrong...
i will cover for you...
as long i love you...
i'm stupid...i can't said is not true...
hope you know what i do what i think...
that's most important...
you know you are important...
please don't ask me...
i will always on your way on your step...
try to close to you...
hope you really appreciate...
i hope i can walk this long journey with you until i die...
but many things is in front of us...
we can't imagine what the big deal in there...
but just appreciate now...
i love you...dear...

i not a good gf...

i not a good girlfriend...
i dunno how 2 tolerance...
i dunno how 2 care ppl...
i dunno how 2 conversation...
make u nth 2 talk 2 me...
i'm a noisy person..make u headache...
i feel i'm a loser in love...
i dunno how 2 make myself better...
i dunno how 2 be a good and prefect girlfriend...
i juz know i'm bad girlfriend...
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