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2011-02-15T18:48:00.002+08:00

T.T sorry everyone i am bad in manage
all is my fault
i think i should disappear from now on...
.......................................................................
sorry...

2011-02-14T01:56:00.002+08:00

the face when i am over stress...

headache + faint

shit ever....load of jobs waiting me

tones of problems waiting me to solve

wth the bad news is from now on i dun have any of day...

until march...wtf @$!%$&

Happy valentine's day to everyone...

heart everyone so much...

tomorrow gonna be another fucking busy day...

ahhhhhhhh...i hate it...!!!

anyone come rescue me from the prison...

furk...!!!

2011-02-13T15:03:00.002+08:00

tomorrow goin to be valentine's day...
everyone any plan??
prepare anything......
wahahahaha...i am not
i feel i gonna be at home play my own finger this year
sound lonely but feel great!!
sound like so dew...

ytd meet up with a friend that just broke up
but beside him
is another lady
what you think??
i think u have a same tot like me....
is his new gf...[it is....]
he changed a lot after the previous case
he learn to be protect and learn to be play
but he finding his true love
[do you feel i helping him...by the other side...i feel i am too...]
but ytd i saw a great scene i never see him do before
he holding the girl tightly and hug the girl tenderly
i feel he really fall in this
previous i really din even see he do that way
he previously is damn fucking passive person
but ytd he is different
looks great...hope he really take it serious this time

by the way...i know his ex which is just broke up....
she is in unusual mood
and keep sturborn in her own mind and world
cant even listen my words in...
she is pity shit also...
coz she believe him and she dont even think he will do this way
i told her few time already...
but she think i am wrong and she believe her own tot...
ok....if so...i cant do anything so...
wish her luck then....

i dont think in a relationship there will be whose wrong and bad...
just the both way comes....take it
believe is not wrong...
but sturborn believe is serious shit wrong
will get more hurt at the end
i trust that...!!!

2011-02-11T14:09:00.002+08:00

女人的放肆
男人的仲容
是現代化的文化
女人利用手段得到
男人利用金錢得到
是現代化的規律
女人的聆聽
男人的心事
是現代化的形式
調整了一些多餘的
變成了一些不同的

2011-02-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

i lost my way of step
i lost myself
please hold me tight!!
i am scare...
where am i right now?!
i cant see anything in front of me...
i cant see you...
i cant hold you...
i cant feel you...
i cant smell you right in this moment...
i am scare...!!!
i am lost...!!!
bring me back..!!!
bring me back my way...
bring me back my path...
i am out of the path...very scare...
please hold me tight...
hug me tight...
.............................
.............................
never ever left me behind in the dark....T.T
i scare the empty box of dark...
where am i...!!!
T.T

2011-02-09T16:51:00.001+08:00

i just know that i like to be alone....:)
alone is better than nothing....
i like it so much....
let me alone please~~!!!
silent night is best....
i love it!!!

2011-02-09T12:31:00.002+08:00

since the 1st day of work...i already damn damn damn damn busy until today....everyday suppose i start work at 11am...but 9am sure some one or contractor call me.....ask me go site work...why me??!! i hate it so much......
everyday no time breakfats no time lunch...everyday in bad mood and angry every morning...rush every morning to site or office....always me....
today i am damn not feeling well....
i am tummy pain and headache....
but i still have to work...someone at home relaxing said he is sick...but i still in office alone work work work....
damn unbalance and angry...!!!!

i feel like crying in office now....T.T
damn angry and sad.....work die me is best ever...........!!!!

i am i ahev to work tomorrow?? i dont think tomorrow i am off day too...

2011 chinese new year

2011-02-08T00:00:00.002+08:00

this year chinese new year
i can use two words to describe it
"扑街"
the best ever...
nin 28 give mum money for cny
[got to.....what to do~~~]
nin 29 i spend rm160 for cash wash and polish....damn it!!!
[polish away all the scratches....and dirt...:(]
nin 30 give some money to grandparents......
[respect oldies maaa....]
then nin chor 2 spend rm 200+ for my diana f+ flash....dewness!!!
[mayb shud not so chong dong...]
nin chor 5 spend rm 200+ for car tyre coz tyre puncture....nia seng!!!
[hak zai douuuu....max!!!]
gone gone gone.....
this month i got to eat shit d....
need pay insurance and car loan....dewnesss ever!!!
why why....see see calender...
just 8 feb jek.....still 20 days to go.....for this month
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................................
kill me bah la....dun wait la.....
i spend all the money d....why why why!!!
why cny so damn shit for me~~~~
i hate uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....!!!

2011-01-30T12:27:00.002+08:00

do you feel some diff in this year chinese new year??
this few night i sitting at outside with some friends...
i keep sneeze...not sick...but is cold~~
the weather is start cold...
do you realize last time chinese new year
we always complaint why so fucking hot??
we need prepare singlet and shorts for chinese new year...
but this year i feel there's the different from previous year...
i feel cooling and windy...
although morning it always rain and cold...
make peaple sleepy and moody feel...
but i keep make in mind: when malaysia will snow huh??
kind of ridiculous right??
and weird!!! why malaysia snow??
and why we have 4 season huh??
can imagine...i wear triple clothes in malaysia...
:) although i have a little excited on this...wahahaha...stupid^^

2011-01-28T16:32:00.002+08:00

this few days really is not a diet days
tuesday annual dinner with developer at jaya palace pj
wednesday office annual dinner
yesterday, thursday dad birthday
we had a dinner a bubba gump shrimp
die....
although yesterday i had a gym crazily in the morning
but sound waste my time and gym
tonight mayb shud jog...!!!
today my whole body so fucking pain...
yesterday i did some crazy things non stop at gym
1st short jog
2nd leg push
3rd dumbell weight
4th sit up
5th push up
6th waist up

crazyyyyyyy.............
in an hour i did this non stop and so tired...
after gym my hand and leg shake
that's why today so pain~~~~

i ♥ lomography

2011-01-23T15:46:00.002+08:00

i love my diana f+

it is so lovely camera...

thanks ian and alex for the gift

i damn ryke it....

capture capture capture!!!!

2011-01-21T14:51:00.001+08:00

cute ma...??

today come work all laugh my new hair style...

so bak chih...:(

but my new hair style make me looks so young....lol

hehehee^^

new year new hair style...

nowdays change ke ai look..:)

2011-01-19T16:06:00.002+08:00

23th birthday...^^

thanks for all the present^^
lomography diana F+ and baby g....
i damn ryke^^
thanks a lot...!!!

thanks for all the present and wishes^^

thanks a lot...

2011-01-18T11:44:00.002+08:00

my wish of the year

this year is the year that i need earn more and more

to hit my 25 years old target (secret)

another special wish is

i hope that i can get my white horse prince

that someone can be....

and

i really wish i can spend more time for my family

since i start this job

i really less time with my family

cause i need to work on weekend

and when i go home everyday already so late

they already going to sleep

not even can talk 1 sentence

haizz....

this year i just have this simple wish...

i wish someone can take care me more...although

2011-01-16T11:45:00.001+08:00

any plan for cny??
why k.l. people so boring....
cny is like world end....
nothing to do....no place to go...
stay at home... :(
anyone can give me some suggestion whr to go???

All must...!!!

2011-01-15T16:24:00.002+08:00

* must sleep early
* must rest more
* must eat less
* must slim down
* must always go gym
* must eat healthy
* must drink more water
* must less smoke
* must spend less money
* must less night life
* must keep my face less pimples

2011-01-14T19:18:00.000+08:00

is time to release stress...!!!!

2011-01-12T17:57:00.001+08:00

yesterday i did a crazy ass things
i sign up a gym plan with student price
sound weird right??
no choice...i am not lie on it
is because i have a student face
opppsss....hahahhaa...nonsence
but i reli get a student price for a gym...
hope i can go oftenly
without my lazy worm ask me sleep
and rest at home...
coz i knoe i am fucking fat right now
i have to work out myself
with more prefect body
and healthy body....
wish me luck and kick away my lazy worm thanksss :)

2011-01-11T15:51:00.002+08:00

我的不開心
已經用上頭來了
怎麼辦??
快火燒了
可是我不能告訴
別人我的不開心
只好自我安慰
可是昨晚我安慰了自己整晚
都沒有用
也睡不著
是不是很煩呢??
我覺得超煩的
也解決不了
很想快快讓我恢復開心和清醒
:(

2011-01-10T12:18:00.002+08:00

this year chinese new year what you had prepare??
are you concern on that celebration??
for me not really
i am like lost something in this year
the whole house also silent
cause sis at national service
bro stay at hostel 2 weeks come back once
i see him when he was sleeping at night :(
chinese new year off also seen like less
wondering is that bones available this year...
properly i didn't put hope on that also
i know it wont happen
but yesterday boss said 15th jan will pass us the next month salary advance
that's mean next week
erm...looks great...
but may be not
cause i will finish it damn freaking fast....
i know that's me..............
:(

2011-01-09T11:46:00.002+08:00

有時候總會覺得保持一種感覺

還真得很不錯

得到大家的同意又如何

感覺現在真的很好

空間變大

範圍變大

得到更多

有時真的很開心

得到不同感

體諒範圍變大

依然擁有

還不錯哦

女人男人

2011-01-08T12:42:00.003+08:00

為甚麼女人總愛自欺欺人

為甚麼女人總愛把自己的愛寄託他人

為甚麼女人總希望完美

為甚麼女人總看得太透

為甚麼女人的細心有時用錯地方

為甚麼男人總是看不透女人心

為甚麼男人得到了就不會珍惜

為甚麼男人總是愛表面不愛內心

為甚麼男人那麼膚淺

為甚麼男人總要女人擔心

給了太多總希望得到更多

愛得太多要求更多

擁有不等於佔有

得到了不等於滿足

有了身體心不屬於你的也沒用

難以預料

為何去煩惱

看開換來開心

等待換來擁抱

愛情換來永恆

2011-01-07T00:50:00.002+08:00

愛情能帶給你什麼??

愛情真的那麼重要嗎??

愛情對你來說是什麼??

伴侶

情感

玩意

擁有

還是什麼??

有那麼重要嗎??

2011-01-05T19:31:00.002+08:00

In this early year

i start to feel myself getting older and older

i saw all the youngster beside me

was like enjoy their own life

and happy

when i was collegue i also like that

feel old man....

i gonna take care my own body well

although i have a mature face

[said by many ppl...they said i looks like 26years old]

wtf!!!

i am not i am just 22 years old be4 my birthday

haiz....i know i looks old

but someone told me....diff things

i like what he said...

you want mature or childish??

i really prefer mature....

coz i can think something better then the oldest

i prefer this....i like that way...

but i told them

when i was 40years old...

but i still looks like 26 yrs old

that's a great time....will that??

i must keep....!!!

gambateh...!!!

keep my body shape also....

keep my looking...!!!

2011-01-04T11:41:00.002+08:00

今天是我農曆生日
也沒什麼特別的
通常農曆也沒人在理吧
只是覺得
農曆感覺還不錯喔

感覺今天上班
好像沒帶腦
整個人超空的
怎麼辦...??

2011-01-03T15:53:00.002+08:00

Jan of 2011

Start from today...my house going to be more and more silent...gosh...!!! coz my sis go in to national service today. And my bro stay at hostel few weeks come back once.........now left my parents and me...and i am a bad girl seldom at home..woots** woots** what should mum cook...just left 3 of us....hard to cook also...mayb have to start day of "tabao" already....... :(

This month kind of busy for me...i gonna done some of my own job before chinese new year. I hope to get my iphone as soon as possible.....oh ya....joyce darling coming back soon...16th jan...can we go club?? i miss club...i think almost 2 months i never officially go club...but why officially...hahaha....last month i went club cause alex's fashion show....that's not count it....coz is an event...wahhahaa...i miss club....

I guess this new year i sure will be more and more busy....and my panda eye will come again...my eye will getting smaller and smaller....oh no........i dont want ahhhh...!!! help me...!!! but compare what i did in 2010...i really improve a lot in my 3d...really happy when i saw the improvement...i wish can getting better and better....wuhoo~~!!!

Any plan for chinese new year...??

2011-01-01T19:03:00.002+08:00

pass 2010...

welcome 2010...

Time pass very fast....1st day of 2011...what you do in the 1st day?? I am at home....but last few days having great fun days with all my friendsss...they are so best ever :)...love you all....oxox....muackz.... fun time always pass fast then normal. Tomorrow have to start work...................kind of lazy after few days rest...hard to bring back my playful heart to working heart...Very fast.... my birthday is coming soonn....this year i dont have much expect to my birthday....i just hope all my works goes smooth and dont bring much trouble for me is good enough....i wont mind dont have any suprising and present...at list i am happy everyday :) feb is going to chinese new year.........did you all start prepare chinese new year and buy new clothes...the worst things i ever had is............this year i not yet get prepare to welcome chinese new year....why so fast geeting older....i hope my time stop at the moment when i was young.......:(

2010-12-27T19:42:00.003+08:00

wuhoo...!!!
this year although is a silent x'mas
that i had....but...!!!
i got few present ohhh~~~
i got a secret present, a fred perry bag :) and a rose~~!!!
cool~!!!
sound not bad....at list i have 3 present from 3 different ppl~~!!!
hehe.....very happy...
2011 coming la...
i going to be 23 years old soon....
my last wish of the year is....
i hope i will be more happy on the coming year...!!!
wuhoo....................!!! dont let me over stress and too over exhaust la....
doctor said i cant always over exhaust already.... :(
going 23 years old....reli damn fast....what is my next target ??
this year i get my baby white car already...
i target 2 more years...to get my own success career and house....
what you think...?? can i...??
2 more years is 25 years old la...........................!!!
getting older and older.....
can i married before 30 years old...?? :)
next year i wish i reli can work more hard play more hard...!!!
wuhoo~~!!!
hope to get few trips as my reward for next year...!!!
yeah~~!!!

2010-12-26T11:59:00.002+08:00

我這個人真的不能寵
放了兩天假回來
懶散了許多
很不想上班
怎麼辦??
很過分吧...
回來工作崗位
我又要開工啦...
freelance也要開工啦..
要不然真的做不完啦...
希望趕快收到錢
趕快得到自己的生日禮物
我愛自己送自己禮物的人
今年希望換個電話
我能做到嗎??
真的是時候換個電話了...........
怎麼辦??

我今天真的很不想上班
因為沒事做...........
在公司很想廢柴
想去剪頭髮...
剪什麼頭髮呢??
剪短??
好看嗎??

2010-12-24T14:53:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas...everyone...!!!
May all the love and greatful bring to all of you....
Wish everyone can enjoy and appreciate everyday you have...

2010-12-21T14:02:00.002+08:00

以前....
女人想要愛護和呵護
男人需要身材和外貌
現代....
女人需要財能和上進
男人需要愛護和呵護

時代帶來了變換
男人希望女人給他們
愛護和呵護
因為他們很壓力
需要更多關懷
而女人希望男人給他們
金錢和向上態度
換來他們的安全感

同意嗎...??

女人的要求變高
男人的期望越低
很難平衡...

我認為女人也能很聰明應付男人的需求
而男人跟能覺得被呵護也不失男人味

要變得聰明女人
需要把自己變笨
把自己變得跟他們一樣
幼稚...白癡...
[只是外表...不等於內心喔...]
但是女人也有他們脆弱一面
.................................................

男人把幼稚場在內心
但把穩重放在外表
[那是很可愛的...]
但他們的脆弱可能還多過女人
因為他們不擅於表達
..................................................

其實每個人都一樣
需要表達自己的情緒
不要把他埋藏起來
表達不等於脆弱喔...
:)

wo fei lai le....!!!

2010-12-20T18:12:00.002+08:00

wuhoo...!!!
just back from singapore...
nice visit my best friend
and he bring a lots of fun for me
when i was stress....tq tq
:)
will miss you....hehe
u dun cry without me and bra ya^^
we will go visit u as soon as possible....if we can
hehe....^^
brought some stuffs from there for my bro and sis...and for myself
cool....but the not cool things is...........................
i cant go in universal studio.......................damn it...!!!
angry shit standing in front of the gate.....!!!
i like the christmas feel at singapore....
i hope next year i can get more and more christmas feel at different country....
can i............??
altho alone....i also dun mind....is cool~~!!!
i love christmas...!!!
i love that feel so much...
bring all the happiness to me.....
happy...!!!

2010-12-13T17:32:00.001+08:00

when the time it is....
is the time that you show out...
when it not....just wait...
the time show all....
and bring all....
i appreciate time and every moment...
:)

2010-12-12T19:30:00.001+08:00

i rkyee what you did...
i rkye what it is...
i rkye everythings...
i rkye it so much.....
can i rkye that much...??
hahahahaa.................................

2010-12-10T18:17:00.002+08:00

just wondering a silly question in my mind this few days
am i really change...??
change a lot...??
change good or bad...??
i really feel to know that....
cause i dont know....

2010-12-07T14:07:00.002+08:00

sometime really cant imagine
the timing so prefect
"gum ngam"....i rike this words
really is timing....
it is happen....
prefectly get in right time....
hahahhaaaa............
surprisingly.... :)
i really never think before....
hahahhahahaha...............

2010-12-06T13:57:00.002+08:00

watashi wa kansha o shutoku
watashi wa sore o aisuru
yoku natte
watashi wa hontoni shiawase
subete no koto ni kansha
anata wa saizen o tsukusita
anata wa saiko no
watashi wa sore o shitte iru
okage de :)

nan jeongmal dangsin-eul salanghaneun geos gat-ayo

2010-12-02T11:35:00.001+08:00

nowdays kind of stress
make me cant sleep well
i am a workaholic
although i fall in sleep
i still dream of work
kind of terrible right??
make me so tired of it
i really hope to rest...
need a short rest...
stress make me headache
and emo
need a short break......

2010-11-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

everyday raining....
everyday think of......:(
this week is my busy week...
non stop meeting run around from k.l. to selangor...
from here to every where...
today just monday...
i already exhaust...
feel tired and no mood...
and my gastric still like cant fully recover
wth there...!!!
really not in good mood...
wanna kill you!!!
i feel the gas keep burping out
and feel so yuckssss........
hate tis feel so much...
wth i am now!!!!
i want somethings make me happy now...
please come find me...!!!
i want some happy...!!! [burpsss.......damn!!!]
i really going crazy now............
ahhhhhhhhh................over exhaust and not feeling well
will make me so damn crazy.....................

dewlization...!!!!

2010-11-28T22:24:00.002+08:00

another shit gastric day....
after had a bad breakfast today...
and it is not full...
i had my toffe nut latte [starbucks...]
and continue have a bad gastric
I HATE GASTRIC....
why this week.mr.gastric always come find me...
but someone have a bad gastric like me....
kerlian lo.......... :) [sound so bad....hahahaha..."evil"...]
but i still hate gastric.....damn it....
i dont one gastric............
please run away from me..............!!!!

2010-11-27T01:39:00.004+08:00

dizzy.........
today morning wake up...
i had a bad gastric...
so pain...T.T
after had my breakfast....
i faster get the medicine...then went work
the whole day work....
i was like damn pain.......
cant concertrate...
really feeling not well at all......
throat like something stuck there.....
headache...all come
all the "fans" come...
i really feel so dizzy whole day long....
right now....my headache like going to bust..........!!!
boom...!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....................
crazy ass.........
i think better sleep early.......
so suffer...
hate sick...pls dont sick

2010-11-26T12:21:00.001+08:00

i heart my happy
i heart there is somethings beside me
i heart angel always beside me
i heart angel make me happy
i heart angel bring me happiness
i heart angel...........oxox

i hope angel always bring me to heaven :)
happy :)

2010-11-24T11:30:00.002+08:00

1st of all i really tired on friendship things nowdays
why friends can be fragile
just a girl can coz a friendship lost and gone
i really afraid this shit happen and so sudden
will lost some friends
i really feel the scary
why not just appreciate a friendship rather then go with a bitch
i really cant unerstand
why not a guy use brain to think rather using at part to think
really brainless and useless
coz of this shit things
i really cant sleep well and i was thinking izit that fragile
just gone so...........and so scary
haizzz..........................tell me god....why will become like that...??

and

will you all think a guy can coz of a girl do something special
and because a girl he work hard earn more
let the girl life become more happiness
did anyone meet this kind of person before...??
he work hard and chase the life back
and match that girl
from nothing to everything
if have...wil you appreciate what he do...??
will you happy when you know that??

but....................if you dont like him........
he still do that...
to get back your heart....
what you do...??

and he can keep concerntrate on you every moment
he take care you as well............[kind of caring and appreciate...feel...]
but...............................

[story from someone...helping...]

nowdays...................
my single day.......
i saw many things from others...
and mess up what kind of feel is that...??
:(

2010-11-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

feel like run around and around
run faster run run run run.................
[start crazy already.....]
i feel like run run run run.............
sweat sweat sweat!!!!
run until cant breathe................
run shirley run...!!!
dont stop................girl~!!!
feel like have a huge excersice...
make me tired...make me damn damn tired...
and sweat alot....!!!

any suggestion?

2010-11-22T15:57:00.002+08:00

sunday i sleeping in the office......
kind of tired while play game
fall in sleep suddenly
sleep in front of the screen
hahaha^^

hmmmm....
today kind of grey...
because early in the morning i call the ass client
that pass job
i ask for fees...........he damn rude said he wont pay
coz he stop half way while the project running...
izit kind of rude and talk loud so...i dun like this feel at all
kind of bullshit to this kind of ppl...
i help you design...u wanna run with my design
somemore said i am not responsibilty...
dewsss.....i call he dont 1 pick up....my fault....fml
damn grey after that phone call..... :(
at that moment i was listening a sad songs too.....[in the car...........] kind of sad and wanna kill him
why this kind of rich ppl so rude and not respect ppl..................realy fed up on this shit..!!!
kns.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............................i wanna jump down from the roof top already
......................................................................................................................................................................
........................................................................................................................tuttttttttttsssssssssssss....
[feel like smoke........... :P can i...??]

2010-11-20T13:45:00.002+08:00

patience
getting patience on everythings
bring in the fresh
bring in the bright
come into my mind
try my best to solve everything
in the best way and best time

2010-11-16T01:41:00.010+08:00

每個人想要的

有好有壞

我只想要的

也只不過那麼簡單

今天好壓力

我感受到那股壓力

迎面而來

衝向我

好怕喔...

我不敢拒絕

我不敢反抗

也只能接受

挑戰

可是我快不能呼吸

還難受喔...

我很想告訴某些人

可是那是誰呢?

好像有人分擔

好像有人關懷

可是自己

卻很不領情

犯賤的我

快感覺不到

身邊的一切

快不能呼吸

快不能前進

那我該怎麼辦呢??

有誰來開導我?

今天一起床

心情變得很不好

沒有什麼特殊原因

就是很不好

不想上班

不想起床

不想面對

好幼稚

真的很不想我的作風

所以還是劝自己

趕快面對

不要浪費時間

最終我起床了

上班面對一切的工作

堆積成山

好害怕做不完

每人能幫的上忙

公司的廢柴

什麼都不做

什麼都推給我

還在那裡扮壓力

看見都討厭

不做沒關係

還在那裡看連續劇

是不是很令人討厭

還要叫你一起看

才討厭

你沒事做就走開啦...

霸著電腦

浪費支援

討厭...討厭...討厭...

很想把他毀滅...!!!

2010-11-15T14:56:00.002+08:00

駕著車
心在亂
腦在轉

手握緊駕駛盤
淚在流

這種心情是什麼?

2010-11-14T18:33:00.003+08:00

i feel i really involve too much

too much...too much...too much...

so sorry to said that

i should not get in this case

damn it...

i know too much d

i think is time for me to "dive in"...

i need to detached from this case

byes everyone....

time can prove everything

i trust that...^^

2010-11-13T12:31:00.002+08:00

其實一個人的需求
只不過那麼簡單
好好的...開開心心
就好了....對不對??
開心真的那麼簡單的道嗎??
你有開心過嗎??
有多開心??
真的是開心??
什麼讓你那麼開心??
重要嗎...??

每個人只想開心

一個普通的微笑
也能帶來開心
你試過嗎?
一個簡簡單單的問候
也能開心 :)
一個簡單的動作
也是開心的來源

你嘗試過嗎?

A lovely smile can bring you a brighter day....
smile :)

2010-11-11T20:40:00.002+08:00

every person also have their target and ideal
but if a person no ideal and no target for life
what's the diff from that...??
do you have ideal??
do you need at list a target for life??
i have many target for my life
i have my ideal for future
i am a greedy person
i sometime cause of greedy become selfish

an ideal always make you busy
without disburse
you hardly get ur ideal

i always tell myself
i love my life
i love myself
i give myself power of energy
go through what i wish
:)

2010-11-09T23:58:00.002+08:00

今天學會了少許事情
每個人的固執
每個人的執著
都是在他們成長中學會的
每個不同成長環境
可以生出不同的人
看清了人們的奧妙
很多時候我都會在他人身上
學到不同的事故
讓我成熟而不是 "老"... :P
很多時候
我很慶幸我那麼 "老"
hahahahahaha.........
而他過我的哥哥姊姊們
讓我看見他們的幼稚
真的很無奈
有的知道自己的幼稚
可是不想去改
有的過分到連幼稚
都不會寫
太過分了....................!!!
看不下去....

我愛從別人角度
學習不同的
人事故
看清別人的心態
站在別人的角度
觸摸他人的想法
[聽起來...有點變態...]
可是這是我常在做的事
也常讓別人誤會我的
心裡在想什麼...??
因為我不再管他人的眼光
我只能活在我自己的陽光底下
讓我更自私
更不能接受一些無須的煩惱
讓煩惱永遠拋在腦後
遠離我的獨自世界
我愛我的幻想世界
我愛我的個人世界
學會愛自己
才能讓別人更愛你

2010-11-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

today suddenly think of

may be i need a zen day

for every week

to refresh my mind

i feel my mind already stuck

i cant think clearly

i cant make a good decission

i cant manage many things

damn it...!!! FML

SO FED UP myself

like everytime lag of many things

and the brain keep turning here

turning there...

non stop think some nonsence

kill me ahhhhhhhhhh...........

i really need a rest may be

hahaha...is that an excuse??

hmmmmmmmm...........

[think...think...]

2010-11-05T23:10:00.003+08:00

Do you know Human appearance is really important...??

Need to maintain a good appearance is pretty hard...

maintain your age...

your look...

your style...

when people meet u back after few years

they still can said you are still so young

what's the secret behind

and the confidence catch 70% of you

confidence can make a human getting to another stage

maintain your life

move on to next stage of life

get your own way to live

get your own path to stay

2010-11-03T01:35:00.002+08:00

Just back from yumcha with my fren

just get influence somethings

and make me think back many things

remind me many previous things

and remind me the feel

tonight i learn many things

a lot of things really need to gone through

only you will know and appreciate

i hope whose the next will get my better treat ever

finally i know the best way to solve my problems

and appreciate something

and finally i know what i need

tonight i really clear my mind

thanks........^^

i know still got somethings in my mind

but the important part i already clear

the small matter

i will solve it as soon...

i dont care is hard or easy

it still need to solve

i cant aviod and ignore

...................................

when i back from yumcha

i trying to open my lappy watch some drama

the bad things is happen

my lappy can be start

it is break down again...

mayb coz today i using office pc...

i not must using it...

just use it as on9

it angry me

and dont let me start it just now

sorry lappy.......my bad

please dont go without me...............

tomorrow it will send to "hospital" for check up...

dont know the "doctor" it isnt free....??

haiz......

die...!!!

tomorrow work without lappy........

ahhhhhhhhh............killing me man...!!!

2010-10-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

can anyone tell me...

what is true love...??

this word kind of confusing ppl

TRUE LOVE

kind of confuse

and

mess up ppl mind

it's that hard to understand this two word

or this kind of world...??

true love is what kind of feel...??

did true love got a special feel...??

or just said said only...[blur**]

today me and my friend was talking this topic

we two are like...

true love~~??!!

'' meh lei geh??"

haha....

kind of weird right...??

a human that live in this world

20+ years d....but dont know what is true love

bullshit...!!! FML

need someone come and tell me

true love means what??

is that hard??

did you know...what is true love??

did u found it??

or did u try that feel before??

or u already pass by it??

or it havent come??

or it waiting you at the corner.....

or the moment not thr??

not the right person??

or you cant get it anymore??

or it is not yours??

will it be yours??

-breathe in-

-breathe out-

fu~~~~~~~~~

R.I.P

2010-10-29T00:43:00.002+08:00

i like my life

i love myself

i love my surrounding

i prefer it...

i dont like nonsence

i dont like rubbish in my mind

i prefer fresh and clean mind

.....................................................

2010-10-27T19:38:00.002+08:00

今日又係累嘅一日啦...

返工放工

又一日

好彩聽日

我休息

不過冇嘢做

hmmm......

打算做蛋撻

好唔好..??

hehe^^

聽昭去買材料

hhhmmmmmmmm....:)

2010-10-25T18:03:00.002+08:00

我以家用有嘅係

開心

日日開心

係我得到嘅

同想要嘅

今日好忙o

但係時間過得

真係快

今日真係失魂

去site

割到手指

痛到

唔敢出聲

好驚驚動其他人

[全部男人]

...............................

T.T...

2010-10-23T11:48:00.002+08:00

只係想給自己

空間

開心

有很難嗎?

我希望"x"明白

不係你打擾我

而係我想自己一個人

希望你明白一切

唔係ignore你

唔係我Hurt你

而係

一個人

我現在向冷靜自己

向前沖...出發

我係我唔要"x"

而係我一個人

會好很多

每個人嘅想法

唔同

你都係

唔好否認

給我時閒

唔好逼我

得冇...??

我會驚

我會逃避

我唔想搞到咁姜

你明嗎...??

唔可否認

我嘅自私

我嘅態度

我嘅無奈

我嘅變化

太快

我唔想搞到

我係度逃避

我係度驚

我係度想我要點做

你唔開心

我都係

唔該...............

給個係時閒

俾大家

應該會好滴

唔該..............

我開始驚咗...

唔會係件好事

知道冇...??

明白??

2010-10-22T13:34:00.002+08:00

张敬轩 - 衬

作曲：谢国维

填词：曾纪诺

编曲：舒文,Larry Wong

监制：张敬轩

手预计分得差不多刚好有我路过

没拍拖但我青春都不多也不是傻

像这种前科脑海已经不停播

别出手相助无谓再添苦楚

当一众好友至亲需要一个替身

通通找我如御用陪衬

懒理消灾解困不便回赠习惯一个人

心底那一个女人难道又会空一双足印

去为我解困

要做好男人成全我你别吻

心後悔相识的当初不懂诉说自我

未拍拖像个心虚的初哥隔空拔河

未哼好情歌你都已经情倾下个

剩低的灾祸难道说得清楚

当一众好友至亲需要一个替身

通通找我如御用陪衬

懒理消灾解困不便回赠习惯一个人

心底那一个女人难道又会空一双足印

去为我解困谁人会稀罕你一吻

慷慨或带点不忿单身都可以更自信的做人

也许没有身份相亲相爱更开心

撇撇脱脱多麽吸引

怎麽每一个女人都变天使化身

假装关爱其实扮怜悯

看似三心相印多谢缘份转眼爱别人

心底那一个女人完全就似一个坏人

像有些残忍

告别这情感不想去再犯禁

2010-10-19T19:08:00.002+08:00

today i am damn fucking busy
one person do 3 person work....
ahhhhhhh...............
stif left me here...
super senior go holidays for 1 week
fuck....i die soon...
many work waiting me
i have to do...................plenty of work
a new staff is here...
name ida...is a malay who already married
and same age with me
my boss said she very pity
and live in poor family
ask us to take care her...okies~ :)
i will try my best....
she working here as a sales and cleaner
she have to clean all the corner of the office
so nowdays my job just do 3 person work
without sales just design
sound cool~
but......................3 person work
shit...!!!
and many jobs have to done be4 christmas
and new year........ahhhhhhhhh~~!!!!
today is the day i starting fucking busy....
if anyone find me and i dint reply...
very sorry...i reli busy in this week and moment
my boss just left i only have time to write my blog...
back to work la.....byess :)

今日係公司嘅作品

2010-10-17T22:48:00.003+08:00

首先登場嘅係熊貓小朋友
呢位小朋友
好忧郁
眼無神
臉猖白
整副悶樣

呢位係彩色bear bear 熊小朋友
佢係位我哋生活帶來色彩嘅熊仔
不過佢講唔到嘢哦
可憐.... :(

呢個當然係 TOTORO 啦...
不過係有少少走樣....
hahahaha........

呢個就係 edc CLOT 啦....
無幾條頭髮
無幾幾粒牙
hahahahaha........
不過依然都係 CLOT....
:P

今日係公司就快悶爆

所以我先會做咁多白痴畫作

多多指教

hahahahaha.............

痴咗線....^^

2010-10-16T19:01:00.002+08:00

今日嘅星期六
有點悶....
心情怪怪...
好識有嘢講唔出
心情嘅悶
啊...................!!!
點搞...??
講唔出嘅心情
畫唔出嘅表情 :(
好難形容嘅肉酸...
啊.......................!!!!
刁......oooopppssss^^

2010-10-15T13:52:00.000+08:00

昨天 10月14日
我做了一件事....
T.T

2010-10-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

今日我聽到

我身邊嘅一個女子

嘅一個恐怖故事

雖然我哋唔係識咗好久

但係...今日我聽到嘅時候

我真係好驚訝

好恐怖...

[點恐怖咧...??]

你可以想像一個女子

擁有超過 5 個臉孔以上

佢可以用唔同嘅方式同臉孔

對不同嘅男人

同一時間同唔同嘅男人

共享唔同嘅生活

[雖然聽起來...有啲享受...但係...xxx]

但係對我來講...

真係冇可想像嘅變態

我會覺得

佢嘅生活好有心機

我好驚有心機嘅女人

好驚...好驚...好驚...

加上我好驚我觸摸唔到佢哋lum麥...

恐怖嘅感覺好重哦...

真嘅超出我嘅預料

我看到佢嘅大膽

佢嘅"英勇"

佢嘅一切唔人可以做到

唔人想像到

簡直就係

"人類新品種"

勁...!!!

2010-10-11T23:04:00.002+08:00

好難觸摸
某啲想法
有啲嘢
可以換來你一生人
嘅後悔
揀擇係我最煩惱嘅嘢
因為我最近真嘅十分揀擇
無可否認
我係貪心一族
我係好遠視嘅
遠視嘅我
會睇太遠
忽略啲重要部份
忽略係我嘅短見同粗心
帶來嘅疏忽
我嘅短見係我嘅開心
我永遠帶住我嘅開心
尋找我嘅快樂
同我嘅同伴
講到呢度
有啲人會誤會嘅話
"乜嘢呀? ....你就係個個player啦...仲係度嘈x啊..."
冇嘢嘅...分享下咋....

2010-10-10T20:45:00.002+08:00

today is 101010
[i just realize....8:45pm]
dumb...so waste
but the day looks blue for me
coz i'm sick...
coz i keep snivel in the office
make me so sanfu
then i get a half day leave
for rest [from boss...^^]

2010-10-09T12:33:00.002+08:00

我超爱用文字描述我的心情和情绪
我最近很用力的拉了 "hand brake"...
拉了过后
心情有点差
对某些人事物
很不公平
我知道...
怎么办呢??
很懊恼
心情的复杂
心情的不安
心情很down

2010-10-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

i need time...
i hope you understand me...
T.T:

2010-10-05T18:49:00.000+08:00

今日我學到咗滴嘢得到...
擁有代表幸福
幸福代表美滿如果沒有...等待代表期待期待代表希望

重要嘅希望
換來永遠嘅永恆
永恆只可能係瞬間
不過真嘅可以帶來開心
換來心安

我鍾意開心
開心係我好朋友

不過開心
有時會遠離我
幾日…

能給予自己身邊嘅人
安全感
信心
幸福
溫暖
真嘅好重要

2010-10-03T17:10:00.002+08:00

suddenly miss vacation
mayb too boring...
miss the day i outing with my lovely friends
like long time didn't shop with them d...
nowdays less shop d....
it is that shirley?? [nope...!!! she wont like that...!!!]
miss everything in my life suddenly
i know i stay in a situation
TIMELESS every moment
that's why i cant get back my previous life
i so miss everything
i really no time to complete all
i really need time
can give me some time..?? @.@...
i really need it right now...!!!
i cant be around the ppl around me and who care me
why i am so fucking busy...??
and i know my body situation now is
TIRED...!!!!
but i keep tell myself work hard when you are young...
am i correct....??
some oldies tell me...
must take care yourself
before u getting old and weak
but right now i already weak
I AM WEAKER...!!!
did anyone can help me?? ~~no one~~

nowdays my mind very very confuse
i do everything
i will think too much
and consider too much
in my heart i very scare...
but i cant tell anyone
i just act i am ok in front every person
act strong
but i am not...!!!
need a counseling...!!! urgently...
~~helps~~ ~~helps~~ ~~helps~~

back from vacation...miss vacation...

2010-09-30T23:17:00.003+08:00

Back from Phuket and Krabi
Starting to miss the trip
Today i just free to think back our trip
Really interesting and happy
Get to known new friends....
"kathy jie jie...Jesslyn...Hawaii...lam xiang and pat pat"
+ sky jie jie
That few days really enjoy with you all
And laugh crazy with you all....
Plan the next trip....
Let's ...!!!

The depart preparation...

Phi phi Don...

Happy trip with you all...

Thanks^^

Really miss the days.....and trip!!!

2010-09-11T23:26:00.002+08:00

過了一個宅女假期
三天假期大多都待在家里
好寂寞哦...
好久都沒當宅女
原來宅女生活真的好乏味
沒事都對這電腦
快張蘑菇了... [發霉]
怎麼沒人約啊??!!!
好悶哦...

O.0...明天joycess小姐要飛台灣嚕...
好不舍得哦....
感覺親密的好友一個一個
得出國....也都定居在那
留下我...
我也好想找個地方停留定居哦....
哪裡能收留我呢??
香港...台灣...是我想停留的地方
可是我還在想
那個適合我
想我那麼愛玩的人
很難停留吧....對嗎?
我都不懂我幾時才不愛玩
我想在的心情就是
能玩就玩...最好不要停
雖然廳起來真的很過分
可是....年輕總是本錢
不玩怎麼對得起自己嘛...

joycess
我們都會很想念你的
明年...我去找你哦
記得給我好好招待哦
miss u...

最近
頭腦有問題
一直胡思亂想
給自己帶來了很多無謂的煩惱
是不是台得空啊??
我個人認為...
我學會了 "比較"
最近重愛比較
會不會是個壞習慣啊??
我真的不曉得
可是"比較"讓我看清很多事務
看懂很多是非
也做了很多壞的比較
也有好也有壞吧??!!!!

還有一樣
從朋友中學會的
男人話
真的不能信十足
那能在此跟你說一套
另一邊做一套
好可怕哦...
我親眼看見
親耳聽見
不得不信
男人真恐怖...!!!

[其實女人也恐怖...只不過女人心恐怖...
男人卻表面已經很恐怖了...]

2010-09-09T16:33:00.002+08:00

today is mt 1st day of my holidays
do nothing at home
fatt mou whole day
dont know waiting what
online fb msn
cant run
they always accompany me
hmmmm....
reli no idea what i can do??!!
later bath baby white...
this is the only things i do today......
:(

2010-09-03T00:08:00.002+08:00

Nowdays added another two new shisha kaki
Bryan (bra bra) and kae huey (sea)
But sea going abck to sg next tues
Hmmmm....sad...
Must wait him back only can crazy with us already
Bra bra already addicted to this new game
SHISHA~
Finally they had the same hobby like me
Smoker~~!!!
Oh yea~~
So happy...
I teach them bad...
Hahahaha...........[sound evil~]
Kekekekekeke~~~
I LOVE SHISHA~~

So fast......TIME to said SEPTEMBER

2010-09-01T11:24:00.002+08:00

This september is the lovely nice month
Is the time to said " here we come....beach!!!!!"
hehe^^
End of this month we go Phuket and Krabi lu....
yeah~~ yeah~~
So fucking happy la...
Although just early september....
We going to have our oversea moon cake festival this year...
Sure feel great...!!!!
Can wait it anymore....
Damn excited.........................!!!!!!

2010-08-29T11:27:00.002+08:00

someone will said you are awsome
someone wiil said you are great
someone will said you are success
if you dont feel you are....
is kind of awful...
will it??
but what's that behind no one know
right??

Every people have their own word
their own disadvantange side
but many people just see one side
they never see the other side of the people
when happen something
only got people realize
who is bad
who is good
it is kind of terrible things??

Many people never think of the result
when they shout out some word
they just know they are angry or sad...
did they know the person that you hurt
is what kind of feel??
please think before u start the war...

2010-08-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

today morning get a news from my natalie at the afternoon
ck's dad accident...!!!
when i saw that at msn....
in my mind....
[ what happen to uncle...?? ]
i so worry.....and nervous...
all the way we chatting at msn....
is so serious....
and that doctor said dont want rescue him....
is serious...
when i heard that i damn angry....
why got this kind of doctor....
please try your best la...
after that pass few hours...
around 1 hour plus....
natalie tell me uncle pass away d....
i so scare....
then i call jeff.....
when i on the way calling jeff and nat...
i hand was shaking
because is so unbelieveable...
why uncle suddenly will pass away.....
i know ck and his family is very sad....
for me...i sure cant take it....
i sure faint....
for a famly is too sudden to get the news....
a healthy person suddenly pass away.....
i an unbelieveable thing.....
i cant imagine it is real....
and just happen....
i hope it is no happen anything today....
all go smooth....
but...........................
its the real.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant accept...!!!
i hope uncle rest in peace....
really really hope.......
take care my bro ck.....

2010-08-25T12:21:00.001+08:00

doing nothing in the office....
will show this face....
damn fucking boring face....
what shud i do??
sien sei ngor la.....
fatt mou la.....
help...............!!!!

2010-08-24T22:59:00.002+08:00

1 more month...!!!!

their is our trip that i waiting for so long~~

wuhoo~~

( shout in heart!!! )

thats is the room grand deluxe room that i waiting for...

the bathroom come with a open through window...

so vacation feel....

i like it...!!!

I AM WAITING~~~

2010-08-21T14:53:00.002+08:00

This days i saw many things surround us like changing so fast. Make me can't imagine tomorrow i will be like how? Kind of big change surround me... Friends, environment, attitude, business, time, money.....etc....all change so fast. I was wondering can i reach my target? Many target i have point to but just waiting me to reach it. Can i?

For me currently i just need a rest and a nice trip. That can make me happy and rest. The next trip for me is at September 22. I was excited waiting that day coming and go crazy on that. This year moon cake festival at oversea. Although not far just thailand phuket and krabi but is enough for me. The next trip i waiting is Hong kong, Taiwan and Bali. Mostly it will be at next year. But hopefully end year.....but i know cant make it. Cause of busy........haiz....sad....

Really hope i can get my target. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................

Wish me..........LUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-08-19T13:16:00.002+08:00

any plan for the 31 aug??
did anyone crazy shopping when mega sale??
i was crazy this year...
coz i din go for crazy shopping...
what happen to me??
am i crazy???
am i not shirley anymore??
i think i should go back like shirley style shopping??
should i??

2010-08-18T19:04:00.001+08:00

i just get a new tattoo yesterday....
is the "S".....
hehe^^
i love it.....
although is pain...
but i still will do second 1 soon...
am i crazy??!!!
but i like it....
next target on arm....
wuhoo~~~~

2010-08-16T19:45:00.002+08:00

this few days i was thinking get a new phone
but what phone should i get??
what model match my look??
so many question pop out in my mind...
need some help!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another question in my mind is...................
should i expand my job to others country....
may i???
can i do that??
am i manage to handle??
i know after i expand...
i will getting more stress and stress
many things i need to give up....
i know this already....
as a lady quite hard to do that....
haiz....................
complicated....

2010-08-12T23:16:00.004+08:00

Baby white!!!!
tar dar!!!!!!!
this the baby white that i always mention this few days...
i get it last friday night....

love it so much!!!!!!!!!!!

muackzzz...

2010-08-11T17:05:00.002+08:00

my baby white internal...

tar dar~~~!!!!

full of toys.....

and my fav...snoopy must stay inside also.....

hehe.......

2010-08-08T17:55:00.002+08:00

sunday reli damn boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what can i do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
boring until fly already!!!!

baby white delivered by night...

2010-08-07T01:22:00.002+08:00

baby white is my new lover
it have a sexy white color...
today just delivered to me...
the photo will be upload soon
because my camera with a guy name thinkerbelle
so i cant take the photo
hmmm.......
tomorrow baby white mayb will go for a new coat ....
i reli cant imagine i get it...
coz at 1st reli dint put a big hope that i can get it
right now i reli get it already
it is kind of unrealistic feel for me
make me so happy and excited
i touch it body is like i am dreaming
i dream of that i really finally get it
it is look cool
soon it sexy picture will upload and let everyone have a look
what is baby white...??
hehe^^
i really like it
love it so much...
cool~!!!!

2010-08-04T16:42:00.002+08:00

最嬲個滴人

識少少

扮代表

多多意見

冇建設性

翹起雙手

指指點點

嫌三嫌四

多多L嘢

嫌人哋

嫌到一文不值

講自己天花龍鳳

日日扮英雄

扮瀟灑

扮英勇

冇腦加愚蠢

以為自己好識神

要人崇拜

踩人哋

踩到扁扁

搒自己搒到高高

hengg!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-30T18:23:00.002+08:00

start from today.........
i hate myself
this feel is kind of weird feel....
make myself so mess.......................
whole day dizzy and blur....

2010-07-27T22:49:00.002+08:00

1days outing today...
kind of happy...
singk...
shop around...
watch movie...
eat....
long time i dont have this life already...
feel reli happy today...
really long time no sing k d....
today finally sing k ...
alto just both of us...
but really happy...
thanks....

why today is sunday??!!

2010-07-25T14:25:00.002+08:00

why every people having sunday today??
why today is sunday??
why is my sunday??
can anyone tell me??
what is sunday meaning for everyone??
i lost my snday since few months ago...
did anyone tell me...why is that??
sound crazy....
I AM CRAZY...
my sunday such a suckssss....
and boring...
sitting in the office...
facing the lappy...
when customers come in...
go and talk to them....
sound so fucking boring....
just feel like....
have a comfort sleep in the sunday morning....
after wake up have a lovely coffee...
read newspaper...
eat some toast...
play with my doggie...
run around in the park...
where is the time...??!!!!!
who can tell me??
I am so sad right now...
cause i lost it............................................
i lost the feel...
i lost that lovely moment...
why last time i didn't enjoy it when i had??
always like that...this is human...
human always wont appreciate what they having now...
so we must always remind ourself...
appreciate what you having now...
don't wait until all gone...
you only wanna chase it back....
no point already..........
sound like i have some little point poiting someone...
kaka^^
shhhhhh................:P

34th Bon Odori 2010

2010-07-18T23:32:00.005+08:00

34th Bon Odori 2010

Did anyone saw doraemon??

I just 1st time been thr...

for me not much things....

that day was me and jayson went thr...

we just ate some teriyaki + asahi...

sit around and looks around...

and saw some weird weird ppl...

can't understand...why they need to do that??

hahahahaha....so funny...^^

today just receive my babies

2010-07-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

my baby
little baby cream and little pompom cream
today just delivered to my house
i like them so much...
they so cute and adorable
their color is pinki
and from now on their will follow me to every where...
and soon have many photo from many place...
^^

2010-07-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

命苦就要认命
命硬也是一条命
命衰也得认
命好不等于幸福
人生有好多种命
人人都不同
每个人都有自己的故事
那人生才能精彩
有几不开心
我还是把它吞了
不藏在心里
几痛心
我也很快忘记
那是好事吗?
应该这样吗?
笨吗?
愚蠢?

可是这次
我真的伤到了心坎里
很气
很不开心
很心痛
为什么她那样对我?
我不是他们一份子吗?
我真的不纯在
我真的连狗都不如吗?
比狗还没地位?

我心痛
我忍了那么多年
她依然那样对
我原谅她
她还是那样对我
我也对她不错
她不珍惜
我依然没放弃

这次我真的无法
在这样下去了
我的心很痛
可是我不能放弃
那种感觉没人能体会

T.T

2010-07-07T01:26:00.002+08:00

today i got a lil bit cant sleep...
many things in my mind....
keep run here and there...
really annoying me...
many have to think many have to do...
many have to care...
so tired...
when u earn already...
all the money like already que there waiting u to clear all...
buy this buy that...
use this use that...
all finish....
so fast...
haiz....tired ah!!!
when is the holiday for me??

T.T

2010-07-02T22:09:00.002+08:00

When i need anyone help...
when i'm in trouble...
i just need a hand or a soft voice care me...
but no one...
always like that...
always no one...
make me sad...
make me disappionted...
u all always like that...
when u all need my help...
u all call until my phone broke also...
ask for my help...
i still will help u all...
but when i was in trouble...
who??
who will??
do anyone care??
no...........NO....
that's no....NO!!!
i am angry...
i am sad...
just need someone beside...
but is like such a hard things...
mayb someone said that's my fortune
mayb...
i was thinking...if u reli get another side prefect mayb the other side will gone...
very hard to understand...
mayb when u all reach that stage...
u all will know...
human cannot be perfect...
you cannot greedy on every part that you hope...
is true de...
now i reli feel that so deep...
but some part i reli can let go de....
just the other side can let go anot....
T.T

2010-06-30T18:25:00.002+08:00

i dun like ppl play tricks with me
dun try to play with...
if not u all will noe how 2 die 9 9
u all make me damn unhappi....
i reli dun like u all
i ahet u all!!!

2010-06-23T09:34:00.002+08:00

snap when my working time

hopefully all my dream come true smoothly

i will try to step out my foot to the begining journey of the bright future

start from small to the big

start from a little to famous

all come step by step

will update my new work soon...

trying to make it professional to the international

can we? (bra bra...)

BSDS great!!!

really excited to get through all that...

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back from vacation...miss vacation...

So fast......TIME to said SEPTEMBER

baby white delivered by night...

why today is sunday??!!

34th Bon Odori 2010

today just receive my babies

T.T

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